I have been reading a lot about cells and animal parts and PROTEINS. It's great! i didn't know that proteins are such great substances. they contribute to our body structure, they are our hormones, they contribute in building up our muscles etc etc etc... facinating, isn't it? haha... though it's taking me awhile to understand a lot about the human body, i'm still coping. im going to get used to this eventually.
I still miss the art scene.... especially now that im taking up a more challenging course (for me, that is), i think i wont have time to go around ccp, gigs, art exhibits like what i normally do (bearly when i was working)... saaad... but.. tsk... well.... that's fine.
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Friday, April 20, 2007
Wow! Ang sikat ng araw!!!!
wow! pagkatapos ng maraming taon (dalawa lang naman), naramdaman ko rin ang tamis ng haplos ng hangin ng umaga ang ang oyayi ng kadiliman ng gabi.... *bugtong hininga*.... ang sarap matulog sa GABI!
sha nga pala, mga kapatid...
...oo, tumigil muna ako sa pagttrabaho at kasalukuyang nag tutuloy ng pag aaral... nakakapanibago ang buhay studyante! mermorize ulit... reports ulit.... uniform ulit! hirap!
*pweh* uniform! hindi talaga ako mahilig mag uniform, pero.. sige na nga! sinusumpa ko ang uniform namin dahil, kulay puti na nga (dumihin), soooobrang kapal pa ng tela! parang kang binabarbique unti unti...
..hehe... genun pa man... ayus lang! masayang kasi bagong impormasyon nanaman ang nakukuha ko.... bagong kaalaman... parang sa training sa call center din, pero yun nga lang eto, tatlong taon kong kukunin. :)
haaay... namimiss ko na ang matatamis at mapapait na boses ng mga kano.... namimiss ko nang magsabi ng..."thank you for calling, babay"..... pero ganun talaga. naging comfortzone din kasi ang PS e. pero yai na.
mahirap sa umpisa...pero masarap magaral....:)
sha nga pala, mga kapatid...
...oo, tumigil muna ako sa pagttrabaho at kasalukuyang nag tutuloy ng pag aaral... nakakapanibago ang buhay studyante! mermorize ulit... reports ulit.... uniform ulit! hirap!
*pweh* uniform! hindi talaga ako mahilig mag uniform, pero.. sige na nga! sinusumpa ko ang uniform namin dahil, kulay puti na nga (dumihin), soooobrang kapal pa ng tela! parang kang binabarbique unti unti...
..hehe... genun pa man... ayus lang! masayang kasi bagong impormasyon nanaman ang nakukuha ko.... bagong kaalaman... parang sa training sa call center din, pero yun nga lang eto, tatlong taon kong kukunin. :)
haaay... namimiss ko na ang matatamis at mapapait na boses ng mga kano.... namimiss ko nang magsabi ng..."thank you for calling, babay"..... pero ganun talaga. naging comfortzone din kasi ang PS e. pero yai na.
mahirap sa umpisa...pero masarap magaral....:)
Sunday, March 04, 2007
seems like forever
I haven't immersed myself to arts, music and the usual stuff for such a long time and i miss it terribly. something in me just died.... wapaks! wake up petchai.. don't wallow to nothingness!
Thursday, March 01, 2007

I just miss the old gang in people support. My dear batchmates (41).... hrmmph.. This picture was taken on a bus heading to laguna almost 2 years ago. geez... look! we dont look stressed yet in this pic. wait till you see us now. dreadful!
anyway, girlie, frankie and i are the only ones left in PS. JA will be leaving next week and, of course, will be joining another company that pays higher (i guess). good for him.. he'll be leaving the philippines too to join his wife in canada. about frankie, he'll be joining Lan, our supervisor, in a different account. Girlie, i dont know her plans. as for me, hehe, i'll be studying again. hope this will push through. i might take summer classes.... +sighs+...
i feel beaten for some reason. the 10x4 sched is just not working for me. maybe my body has not adjusted completely. i got really dark eyebags now.. as if i just got out from a boxing match.
i'll take pics of us tomorrow. check the difference. i'll try to blog again soon. :)
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Steps to Improving Self-Esteem
I got this from a website. i just cant remember what it was. to the one who wrote this, thanks! :)
If you want to improve your self-esteem, here are some steps to start empowering yourself:
Try to stop thinking negative thoughts about yourself. If you're used to focusing on your shortcomings, start thinking about positive aspects of yourself that outweigh them. When you catch yourself being too critical, counter it by saying something positive about yourself. Each day, write down three things about yourself that make you happy.
Aim for accomplishments rather than perfection. Some people become paralyzed by perfection. Instead of holding yourself back with thoughts like, "I won't audition for the play until I lose 10 pounds," think about what you're good at and what you enjoy, and go for it.
View mistakes as learning opportunities. Accept that you will make mistakes because everyone does. Mistakes are part of learning. Remind yourself that a person's talents are constantly developing, and everyone excels at different things — it's what makes people interesting.
Try new things. Experiment with different activities that will help you get in touch with your talents. Then take pride in new skills you develop.
Recognize what you can change and what you can't. If you realize that you're unhappy with something about yourself that you can change, then start today. If it's something you can't change (like your height), then start to work toward loving yourself the way you are.
Set goals. Think about what you'd like to accomplish, then make a plan for how to do it. Stick with your plan and keep track of your progress.
Take pride in your opinions and ideas. Don't be afraid to voice them.
Make a contribution. Tutor a classmate who's having trouble, help clean up your neighborhood, participate in a walk-a-thon for a good cause, or volunteer your time in some other way. Feeling like you're making a difference and that your help is valued can do wonders to improve self-esteem.
Exercise! You'll relieve stress, and be healthier and happier.
Have fun. Ever found yourself thinking stuff like "I'd have more friends if I were thinner"? Enjoy spending time with the people you care about and doing the things you love. Relax and have a good time — and avoid putting your life on hold.
I got this from a website. i just cant remember what it was. to the one who wrote this, thanks! :)
Note: i found the site! i copy-pasted this article from (http://kidshealth.org/teen/your_mind/mental_health/self_esteem.html#a_Steps_to_Improving_Self_Esteem)
If you want to improve your self-esteem, here are some steps to start empowering yourself:
Try to stop thinking negative thoughts about yourself. If you're used to focusing on your shortcomings, start thinking about positive aspects of yourself that outweigh them. When you catch yourself being too critical, counter it by saying something positive about yourself. Each day, write down three things about yourself that make you happy.
Aim for accomplishments rather than perfection. Some people become paralyzed by perfection. Instead of holding yourself back with thoughts like, "I won't audition for the play until I lose 10 pounds," think about what you're good at and what you enjoy, and go for it.
View mistakes as learning opportunities. Accept that you will make mistakes because everyone does. Mistakes are part of learning. Remind yourself that a person's talents are constantly developing, and everyone excels at different things — it's what makes people interesting.
Try new things. Experiment with different activities that will help you get in touch with your talents. Then take pride in new skills you develop.
Recognize what you can change and what you can't. If you realize that you're unhappy with something about yourself that you can change, then start today. If it's something you can't change (like your height), then start to work toward loving yourself the way you are.
Set goals. Think about what you'd like to accomplish, then make a plan for how to do it. Stick with your plan and keep track of your progress.
Take pride in your opinions and ideas. Don't be afraid to voice them.
Make a contribution. Tutor a classmate who's having trouble, help clean up your neighborhood, participate in a walk-a-thon for a good cause, or volunteer your time in some other way. Feeling like you're making a difference and that your help is valued can do wonders to improve self-esteem.
Exercise! You'll relieve stress, and be healthier and happier.
Have fun. Ever found yourself thinking stuff like "I'd have more friends if I were thinner"? Enjoy spending time with the people you care about and doing the things you love. Relax and have a good time — and avoid putting your life on hold.
Reviewed by: D'Arcy Lyness, PhD
Date reviewed: March 2009
hehe... these are the things we should always remember... so you guys with low spirits, these are reminders for you. thanks to the writer of this article.
Date reviewed: March 2009
hehe... these are the things we should always remember... so you guys with low spirits, these are reminders for you. thanks to the writer of this article.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
superman
just look at his eyes. arent they beautiful? wow.....

ate and i watched superman returns yesterday.. that was an awesome movie... loved the effects.. loved the actor... naks.... haha
yesterday, june15, was a pretty long day... had cheering practice.. sang in a videoke bar w/ collegues in greenbelt mall, and met w/ ayi and mygz. supposedly i was going to the hospital to visit my uncle but i didnt go cuz i was sneezing (in not allowed to visit. hehe)
twas a fine day.
Monday, July 03, 2006
irish pinoy outing

sighs...i'm really gonna miss the irish pinoy family ... for these past few weekends, i've been with my family going to outings, mostly swimming, hanging out at mamang's house and going to the mall eating, watching football in san mig, drinking coffee, window shopping and skating.
i really enjoyed ate liza's visit. it was nice to know how kuya larry's like behind all those pictures. he's like daddy, he seems to be a good man and has a good sense of humor too. :) i only remember some events of ate liza being around in the phils. but this is the only visit that i really was able to see how she gets along w/ her kids and kuya larry. she's like a teenager .cool mom... :) the kids have all grown up. beautiful kids, they are. Brian, already 17, loves alternative rock music, looks like harry potter (as a lot of people say) and is a soccer player. kieran, age 13, is the mr. suave of ireland. he loves taking pictures of himself ('i should be a model' as he mentioned once) and loves the girls' attention (hehe.naks).... ahehehe.. and timmy boy, a typical 10 year old, who questions a lot, who loves sports/ any kind of challenge and loves pancakes and noodles. he has the most beautiful, sparkling eyes ive ever seen. when i see tim, the jingle of one of the baby colognes on tv plays at the back of my head (the beautiful eyes jingle. hehehehe)....
im going to miss the kids... when they come back, they'll all be grown ups. but im happy they came home.
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
girl thing
oh well.it's kinda hard being a girl. every month you need to go thru pain and discomfort... tsk...thats life.
Monday, May 15, 2006
Saturday, March 04, 2006
PETA
pagkatpos ng maraming bwan/ taon, nakapanood ulit ako ng teatro.. kanina kasama ko si karen at cheri sa marikina theatre.... titolo: lola basyang... tama lang yung storya... nakakatawa.. pang bata...
ayus pala tong blogspot... maayus na ngayun. may mga font.. kulay at pwede na maglagay ng litrato kahit hindi na gumait ng photobucket! ayus na ayus pala to....
hrmmm.... teka tuloy ko muna yung kwento ko kanina... pagkatapos namin manood ng teatro, nagpunta kami sa gateway... 1st time ko makarating don... maganda.... parang podium
sobrang inaantok na ako!!! 24 hrs na akong gising...
sha bukas na ulit... minsan lang ako magpost dito.. hehehe
ayus pala tong blogspot... maayus na ngayun. may mga font.. kulay at pwede na maglagay ng litrato kahit hindi na gumait ng photobucket! ayus na ayus pala to....
hrmmm.... teka tuloy ko muna yung kwento ko kanina... pagkatapos namin manood ng teatro, nagpunta kami sa gateway... 1st time ko makarating don... maganda.... parang podium
sobrang inaantok na ako!!! 24 hrs na akong gising...
sha bukas na ulit... minsan lang ako magpost dito.. hehehe
Friday, January 13, 2006
bagong taon
wala lang. black and white. wala kasi si momi at dadi.. paalis na si biboy puntang us.. hindi nako masaya sa bp. batch 41, hiwahiwalay na ng acct..
pero, genun paman.. haha.. AYUS LANG!!! kahit walang kulay ang buhay madalas, tawa lang ang kailangan.. tapos masaya na ulit ang lahat.. :)
inaantok lang ako ngayun... punu na ng credit report issues ang utak ko... owell..
tulog muna ako... party boy si utol ngayun..
pero, genun paman.. haha.. AYUS LANG!!! kahit walang kulay ang buhay madalas, tawa lang ang kailangan.. tapos masaya na ulit ang lahat.. :)
inaantok lang ako ngayun... punu na ng credit report issues ang utak ko... owell..
tulog muna ako... party boy si utol ngayun..
Monday, November 07, 2005
da me en da church
hindi ko nga ba alam kung bakit
ako sobrang na bbore pag asa
simbahan ako... hindi ako
mapakali.. naninikip ang dibdib at
pinagpapawisan ng malamig...
hrrmmm.. siguro may 'girl thing'
lang ako ngayun.. bast hindi
komportable... sana ang
pagsisimba sakin, mas maging
makabuluhan.. hindi ko lang
talaga maintindihan ang 'dahilan'
kung bakit kailangan magsimba...
para saakin napaka out of this
world. (siguro depende sa
interpretasyon ng bawat isa to...
basta saaking meron akong
sariling interpretasyon at sariling
paniniwala) aahh basta... anyway,
baka ito nalang ang maging topic
ng blog nato kaya.. enough...
ibang topic naman...
sabi ng isang blogger na dumalaw dito ay magupdate na raw ako.. kaya heto... im back! ang kwento? sa totoo lang parang marami pero konti lang..
isa isahin ko nga...
1. kanina nagkitakita nanaman kaming magpipinsan sa atc... kain.. kape (haha courtesy of biboy)... nakipaglaro kay coco (dogi nila ate mads)..nood ng flightplan (mejo ang babaw)... tapos dinner nanaman (nasunog ang bulsa (pero masaya naman).. tapos uwi...
2. 11-5-05... nag ensayu para sa ccap... hindi ko nga trip tumugtog ngayun mga panahon nato pero wala na magagwa e.. pero looking at the bright side, at least mappractice ako ulit! :)
3. baka magreunion kami ng mga kaberks ko
ako sobrang na bbore pag asa
simbahan ako... hindi ako
mapakali.. naninikip ang dibdib at
pinagpapawisan ng malamig...
hrrmmm.. siguro may 'girl thing'
lang ako ngayun.. bast hindi
komportable... sana ang
pagsisimba sakin, mas maging
makabuluhan.. hindi ko lang
talaga maintindihan ang 'dahilan'
kung bakit kailangan magsimba...
para saakin napaka out of this
world. (siguro depende sa
interpretasyon ng bawat isa to...
basta saaking meron akong
sariling interpretasyon at sariling
paniniwala) aahh basta... anyway,
baka ito nalang ang maging topic
ng blog nato kaya.. enough...
ibang topic naman...
sabi ng isang blogger na dumalaw dito ay magupdate na raw ako.. kaya heto... im back! ang kwento? sa totoo lang parang marami pero konti lang..
isa isahin ko nga...
1. kanina nagkitakita nanaman kaming magpipinsan sa atc... kain.. kape (haha courtesy of biboy)... nakipaglaro kay coco (dogi nila ate mads)..nood ng flightplan (mejo ang babaw)... tapos dinner nanaman (nasunog ang bulsa (pero masaya naman).. tapos uwi...
2. 11-5-05... nag ensayu para sa ccap... hindi ko nga trip tumugtog ngayun mga panahon nato pero wala na magagwa e.. pero looking at the bright side, at least mappractice ako ulit! :)
3. baka magreunion kami ng mga kaberks ko
Monday, September 19, 2005
Lapit na!
malapit na akong mag-gown!!! malapit na kasi ang kasal ng kuya ko... olats lang wala pa akong silver sandals. ang bakla.. hehe.. wala lang akong mashare kasi wala pang mashado nanyayari saakin pag katapos ng :
1. batch bonding namin sa office na maloopet.. nag overlooking kami sa mundok ng antipolo!!! ayus! asteeg talaga yun...
2. nanood ng musiklaban kasama si ert, rc at biboy. family reunion ba. kasabwat namin ang rock ed nun kaya madaling nakapasok.. nag boluntir kasi.. :)
3. kanina kausap si mygz sa telepono. miss ko nayun...
henyweiz ayun lang.. hangang sa muli
1. batch bonding namin sa office na maloopet.. nag overlooking kami sa mundok ng antipolo!!! ayus! asteeg talaga yun...
2. nanood ng musiklaban kasama si ert, rc at biboy. family reunion ba. kasabwat namin ang rock ed nun kaya madaling nakapasok.. nag boluntir kasi.. :)
3. kanina kausap si mygz sa telepono. miss ko nayun...
henyweiz ayun lang.. hangang sa muli
Monday, September 05, 2005
blog ulit
Music: complicated by Avril lavigne
wala lang nasa bahay ako. magisa dahil iniwan ako ng mga kapatid ko. nasa sta cruz silang dalawa.. natulog kasi ako e... hindi ko na matandaan ang mga nakaraang nangyari sa buhay ko.. teka... itry ko tandaan... hrmmm...
last week, bday ni melvin... 4 hrs akong nagtravel paungo doon.. mano mano ang pagpunta. kakaiba!!! kakapagod.. pagdating ko kila melbin pagod at gutom na ako!!! parang rakstar ako nung dumating. ahehehe. kakamiss yung mga jologs. kaso olats, basta... parang group date. ako lang at si domeng lang ang walang kasama. sus. pero ayus din naman.. ang sarap mag tambol lalo na pag kajaming mo e ang drumsibs mo. kakamiss tumugtog! nung pauwi na, hindi na stressful kasi naman naka-aircon bus na patungo sa baklaran. ang sayang magjoke time... haay...
badtrip lang talaga pag may kasamang mga gerlaloo at boylaloo (in genral) yung bp.. hindi kayu makapag bonding ng maayus.. si jp umalis kaagad. si bern naman, hindi makasali sa joketime.. si rosa't jap.. ayus lang, kaso nawawala sa sirkulasyun.. si melbin at ayi, ayus lang naman. wala talagang banding masyadow.. pero masarap magjamming.. at di bale, ayus din. da more da meriyer.. at asteeg naman yung mga gerlaloosh e.yun lang.. at tuuloy ako kaagad sa atc non. shopping mode ako nun... bumili ako ng puting shirt, headband na sobrang sikip (ika nga ni chito, pagn facelift). naakit kasi ako sa kulay e. perpol kasi. may natipuhan akong army pants yung nga lang hindi kasha saakin!!! arggh. kakainis!!! at yung sleeping bag na bibilin ko dapat e ang dumidumi kaya maghahanap nalang ako sa ibang tindahan... necessity yun sa mga antukin katulad ko.. pag meron mtg sa sat kasi, kailangan makitulog sa pscenter para hindi mashado bangag..
Anywei, tungkol naman sa rock ed phils, nakakatuwa yung org na yun, yun nga lang parang kalat kalat.. hindi ko ba maintindihan minsan...nevertheless, asteeg parin.. parang one.org.
kaninang gabi, pumasok ako sa opis.. halos walang tawag! napagod ako sa kauupo.. sumakit yung likod ko kasi ang panget ng upuan ko... mahirap na kalaban ang inip.. at nagka-last call pa ako na nakakairita..
aftershift nagpunta kami ng the fort. hindi kasama si jr kasi magsisimba.. si frankie naman kasama si sheila. nag-go donuts lang naman kami.. wala lang.. chika lang...
bday ni momi,. binati ko sha at nasa nevada daw sila at magccasino at magpicnic.. ayus ang gimik ng nanay at tatay ko ah!!! ahehehe... miss ko na yung mga yun..
si ert at mygz, syemps matagal narin hindi nagkikita. si myla nasa samar na at nagvolunteer... si ert busy sa assumption... hindi pa kmi ulit nagkikita simula last week. bangagers talaga. haha.. kakamiss din.
sa bahay, well kaming tatlo nila ate rochie at biboy ang magkakasama... hindi pa kami naglilinis ng bahay...
may naiisip akong kanta... pero argggh, hindi ko alam ang artist at yung title ng kanta! olats
ending song: A.M to PM by christina milan (nax pop!)
wala lang nasa bahay ako. magisa dahil iniwan ako ng mga kapatid ko. nasa sta cruz silang dalawa.. natulog kasi ako e... hindi ko na matandaan ang mga nakaraang nangyari sa buhay ko.. teka... itry ko tandaan... hrmmm...
last week, bday ni melvin... 4 hrs akong nagtravel paungo doon.. mano mano ang pagpunta. kakaiba!!! kakapagod.. pagdating ko kila melbin pagod at gutom na ako!!! parang rakstar ako nung dumating. ahehehe. kakamiss yung mga jologs. kaso olats, basta... parang group date. ako lang at si domeng lang ang walang kasama. sus. pero ayus din naman.. ang sarap mag tambol lalo na pag kajaming mo e ang drumsibs mo. kakamiss tumugtog! nung pauwi na, hindi na stressful kasi naman naka-aircon bus na patungo sa baklaran. ang sayang magjoke time... haay...
badtrip lang talaga pag may kasamang mga gerlaloo at boylaloo (in genral) yung bp.. hindi kayu makapag bonding ng maayus.. si jp umalis kaagad. si bern naman, hindi makasali sa joketime.. si rosa't jap.. ayus lang, kaso nawawala sa sirkulasyun.. si melbin at ayi, ayus lang naman. wala talagang banding masyadow.. pero masarap magjamming.. at di bale, ayus din. da more da meriyer.. at asteeg naman yung mga gerlaloosh e.yun lang.. at tuuloy ako kaagad sa atc non. shopping mode ako nun... bumili ako ng puting shirt, headband na sobrang sikip (ika nga ni chito, pagn facelift). naakit kasi ako sa kulay e. perpol kasi. may natipuhan akong army pants yung nga lang hindi kasha saakin!!! arggh. kakainis!!! at yung sleeping bag na bibilin ko dapat e ang dumidumi kaya maghahanap nalang ako sa ibang tindahan... necessity yun sa mga antukin katulad ko.. pag meron mtg sa sat kasi, kailangan makitulog sa pscenter para hindi mashado bangag..
Anywei, tungkol naman sa rock ed phils, nakakatuwa yung org na yun, yun nga lang parang kalat kalat.. hindi ko ba maintindihan minsan...nevertheless, asteeg parin.. parang one.org.
kaninang gabi, pumasok ako sa opis.. halos walang tawag! napagod ako sa kauupo.. sumakit yung likod ko kasi ang panget ng upuan ko... mahirap na kalaban ang inip.. at nagka-last call pa ako na nakakairita..
aftershift nagpunta kami ng the fort. hindi kasama si jr kasi magsisimba.. si frankie naman kasama si sheila. nag-go donuts lang naman kami.. wala lang.. chika lang...
bday ni momi,. binati ko sha at nasa nevada daw sila at magccasino at magpicnic.. ayus ang gimik ng nanay at tatay ko ah!!! ahehehe... miss ko na yung mga yun..
si ert at mygz, syemps matagal narin hindi nagkikita. si myla nasa samar na at nagvolunteer... si ert busy sa assumption... hindi pa kmi ulit nagkikita simula last week. bangagers talaga. haha.. kakamiss din.
sa bahay, well kaming tatlo nila ate rochie at biboy ang magkakasama... hindi pa kami naglilinis ng bahay...
may naiisip akong kanta... pero argggh, hindi ko alam ang artist at yung title ng kanta! olats
ending song: A.M to PM by christina milan (nax pop!)
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
renesans piryud
grabe ang laking pagbabago!!! wala na ata akong pagtingin sa katabi ko kanina... parang nawala ang 'glow' na bumabalot sa kanya twing nakikita ko sha.. hindi ko rin alam ang nangyari... di ko alam kung nasa tamang pagiisip ba ako... parang may transition na nanyari last week.. wirdo nakakatakot! parang yung clueless na movie.. yung nga lang ako nawala lahat ng realizations...
basta...kayung tatlo, mga animal!salamat at mejo pinahiran nyo ng icing ang buhay ko kahit saglit... kahit isang linggo lang..
tera group hug tayo... *hug*
cynthia alexander...ang tunay na henyotik... walang tatalo!!! iba ka!!! tunay kang artista! mabuhay ka!!!
basta...kayung tatlo, mga animal!salamat at mejo pinahiran nyo ng icing ang buhay ko kahit saglit... kahit isang linggo lang..
tera group hug tayo... *hug*
cynthia alexander...ang tunay na henyotik... walang tatalo!!! iba ka!!! tunay kang artista! mabuhay ka!!!
Saturday, August 06, 2005
Monday, August 01, 2005
SOUNDTRIP
yeba ang sarap mag soundtrip!!!! :) saya saya!!! nakikinig ako ng kaamulan. naiindak ako.. masarap magtugtugan (kakamiss) pero mas masarap makinig... TENCHU MYLA SA MP3s!!! buhay ulit ako...
dapat nsa opish ako ngayun kasi promise ko kila frankie na mag OT ako.. e yun nga lang sobrang bangag di ko na kaya.. promises are not made to be broken... but ive just broken it.. nyahahaha...napala ko hindi ako kasama sa jolibee nila. :( e kompleto naman ang mga kaberks ngayun... haaay... pero ayus lang kasi nakasama ko sila myla at ert kahapon.
green day kahapon... sa hindi sinasadyang kadahilanan, nakagreen kaming tatlo.. dapat manonood kaming tatlo ng artfilm. kaso mas masarap mag geltok. ritwal na naming tatlo ang magkitakita twing sabado. ayun, naglayag din kami sa robinsons mall sa may mandaluyong. sarap amglibot don dahil konti lang ang tao at sobrang init sa labas. sarap magpa erkon. tapos ayun nakabili pa ako ng murang pantalon.. :)
pinagusapan namin lablyp ni mylagailaloo.. intyendes ko si myla... haay ang pagibig, ganyan talaga. sakit sa puso.... sabi nga namin sa kanya, ramdamin lang nya at mawawala din yun..
soundtripping din kami at nagdownload ng kung ano anong asteeg na music...
parng ang sarap mamili ng mga bagay bagay. bibili nga pala ako ng lufa.. nilulumot na kasi yung nasa CR. ahehehe. at chaka bagong t-shirt.. chaka regalo ke ate rochie. (hano bayan! nakalipas na ang bertdi nya).. hrmmm me listahan ko ng mga bibilin ah. nakalimutan ko.. ayun! bibili rin ako ng dove at mousse. pang vain ba... pero shemps hinay hinay lang dapat din..
alis muna ako... mananaginip muna ako.. haha.
dapat nsa opish ako ngayun kasi promise ko kila frankie na mag OT ako.. e yun nga lang sobrang bangag di ko na kaya.. promises are not made to be broken... but ive just broken it.. nyahahaha...napala ko hindi ako kasama sa jolibee nila. :( e kompleto naman ang mga kaberks ngayun... haaay... pero ayus lang kasi nakasama ko sila myla at ert kahapon.
green day kahapon... sa hindi sinasadyang kadahilanan, nakagreen kaming tatlo.. dapat manonood kaming tatlo ng artfilm. kaso mas masarap mag geltok. ritwal na naming tatlo ang magkitakita twing sabado. ayun, naglayag din kami sa robinsons mall sa may mandaluyong. sarap amglibot don dahil konti lang ang tao at sobrang init sa labas. sarap magpa erkon. tapos ayun nakabili pa ako ng murang pantalon.. :)
pinagusapan namin lablyp ni mylagailaloo.. intyendes ko si myla... haay ang pagibig, ganyan talaga. sakit sa puso.... sabi nga namin sa kanya, ramdamin lang nya at mawawala din yun..
soundtripping din kami at nagdownload ng kung ano anong asteeg na music...
parng ang sarap mamili ng mga bagay bagay. bibili nga pala ako ng lufa.. nilulumot na kasi yung nasa CR. ahehehe. at chaka bagong t-shirt.. chaka regalo ke ate rochie. (hano bayan! nakalipas na ang bertdi nya).. hrmmm me listahan ko ng mga bibilin ah. nakalimutan ko.. ayun! bibili rin ako ng dove at mousse. pang vain ba... pero shemps hinay hinay lang dapat din..
alis muna ako... mananaginip muna ako.. haha.
Monday, July 11, 2005
guilt struck
insensitive. closed minded. selfish. lack of contemplation. i did not mean to sound like a parent. i just aired out what i really think about the situation of a friend... come to think about it, yes i was insensitive and closed minded. people have free will in doing what they want. either they live in reality or live with their ideals. It's their choice.
i felt guilty... then annoyed... but when i looked back, i realized i had my own idealistic tendencies... it was painful back then and i kind of backed out.. gave up.. and stayed on the surface not daring to dive in and take the challenge. the battle for me though is not over but just posponed... my situation is simpler compared with his...
now, i feel guilty of being annoyed...i just wish he'll not think of me as a worhtless friend. i can still help his band tho.. i have connection at work...
i felt guilty... then annoyed... but when i looked back, i realized i had my own idealistic tendencies... it was painful back then and i kind of backed out.. gave up.. and stayed on the surface not daring to dive in and take the challenge. the battle for me though is not over but just posponed... my situation is simpler compared with his...
now, i feel guilty of being annoyed...i just wish he'll not think of me as a worhtless friend. i can still help his band tho.. i have connection at work...
24 hours...
bente quatro oras akong gising kahapon... as usual, ganto naman palagi tuwing sabado.. magkkwento muna ako.
1. 6am natapos ang shift ko kahapon. ang aga noh? tinawagan ko si ert para mag patay ng oras...hindi pa kasi ako pwedeng umuwi nun dahil may mga pupuntahan pa ako. kwento kwento kwento... hanggang napagusapan namin na magkita kami sa gamol...
2. ng sumapit ang END SHIFT ng 9am... nagpunta kami nila apol at karen sa bagong PS... wuaw, amoy bago kasi mejo grim ang dating nung lugar.. not what i was expecting... kasi sana ginawa nilang yelow lights at purple yung carpet at tan yung walls.. sana ganun... kasu yung purple na ginamit nila mukhang pang patay...tapos yung kulay nung carpet mjo retro..iba iba ang kulay pero patay.. parang budega yung floor... pero baka mag improve pa ichura nun pag tapos na lahat.
3. nasa starbucks ako.. antay si jep.. bigay ko yung jobhunting book ko. kaso nga lang hindi dumating.. pero ayus lang...
4. nagmeet kami ni ate rochie sa glorietta at kumain sa mexicali.. ang sarap pala ng pagkain dun! ang laki pa ng serving.. tapos nag hanap kami ng trechcoat para magamit ni ate florida. :) sarap mag palamig sa mall!
5. nagkita na kami nial ert at mygz sa dunkin donut! :) asteeg!!! namiss ko yung mga yun.. ang saya ng usapan! :) tapos libot libot din. :)
sha nga pala.. wala lang.. gusto ko isingit... di na kasi ako nakapagkwento tungkol sa account outing namin.. saya! kaya maglalagay ako ng pic.

ayan saya noh? asteeg!
1. 6am natapos ang shift ko kahapon. ang aga noh? tinawagan ko si ert para mag patay ng oras...hindi pa kasi ako pwedeng umuwi nun dahil may mga pupuntahan pa ako. kwento kwento kwento... hanggang napagusapan namin na magkita kami sa gamol...
2. ng sumapit ang END SHIFT ng 9am... nagpunta kami nila apol at karen sa bagong PS... wuaw, amoy bago kasi mejo grim ang dating nung lugar.. not what i was expecting... kasi sana ginawa nilang yelow lights at purple yung carpet at tan yung walls.. sana ganun... kasu yung purple na ginamit nila mukhang pang patay...tapos yung kulay nung carpet mjo retro..iba iba ang kulay pero patay.. parang budega yung floor... pero baka mag improve pa ichura nun pag tapos na lahat.
3. nasa starbucks ako.. antay si jep.. bigay ko yung jobhunting book ko. kaso nga lang hindi dumating.. pero ayus lang...
4. nagmeet kami ni ate rochie sa glorietta at kumain sa mexicali.. ang sarap pala ng pagkain dun! ang laki pa ng serving.. tapos nag hanap kami ng trechcoat para magamit ni ate florida. :) sarap mag palamig sa mall!
5. nagkita na kami nial ert at mygz sa dunkin donut! :) asteeg!!! namiss ko yung mga yun.. ang saya ng usapan! :) tapos libot libot din. :)
sha nga pala.. wala lang.. gusto ko isingit... di na kasi ako nakapagkwento tungkol sa account outing namin.. saya! kaya maglalagay ako ng pic.
ayan saya noh? asteeg!
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