needed a chill pill (go figure how to read this)

haaaaay!!!! since i cant tell them, i'll just tell the world.

before i say something, i'm glad that our case study turned out fine. there were flaws but over all, it was a good case presentation... but the process of making it... geez...

i really dislike doing SCHOOL WORK with my groupmates. parang ang gulo gulo nilang lahat! at ayoko talaga mag cramming... yesterday was chaos! we had a week to finish everything and i told them to send me their part of the work so that i can consolidate everything and edit so that on the meeting, we could talk and do some minor revisions. well, guess what? they (not all) didn't send me anything prior to our meeting. so everyone was panicking. stressful!

there were unevitable technical glitches. Like T, who tried to send her 'anatomy', but was not able to, that's ok. L, who did the interviewing, should've interviewed the patient a long time ago! He should have sent the biographical data, etc earlier... and of course, A, who always hates doing the work, attempted to just manipulate the answers... haaay nakakapanginit talaga ng ulo.

i also hate it when a person whom you're trying to talk to, wouldn't answer. you know she heard you but won't reply. you don't know if she's doing it on purpose or what. it's really annoying. parang BASTOS lang.

and when you need positive energy, na-ah, you won't get it from our group! nakakahawa ang negative energy!

if you do an open forum with them, nako, i bet they will hear you but they won't listen.. it's frustrating..

i'm not all perfect. i have flaws on my own and maybe they hate me for it. i know i need to be more patient, to be less judgemental...

don't sweat on the small stuff... what it the small stuff balls up to something big? aba, i might sweat too much! diaphoresis! baka magkaron ako ng fluid and electrolyte imbalance.

anyway....

i'm just used to working alone or with a small group. dami kasi namin.

maybe, this is the reason why you can't be business partners with friends... you like them as friends but you can't work together. buti nalang we don't work together all the time. la lang naisip ko lang.

i don't hate my groupmates ok... just hate the attitude.