Praning

i'm kinda stressed right now ... not because of all the work needed to be done for school but because of my assumed current medical condition. i have to visit an endocrinologist to have my blood checked and see if my blood glucose is normal. i pray to God that it is normal... eating is happiness for me.. if that will be taken away from me, that'll be super saaad! i can't eat chocolates, chicken and sea foods. now, rice.. and dairy queen??? i feel like crying...

i'm grieving... for an ASSUMED condition... so i really have to have myself checked immediately. *sniff*