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Jhoon fell from a cliff and died.. bad dream!

.. naku.. hindi ko maintindihan mga nanyayari ngayun.. alam nyo ba, parang excited ako na papasok ako sa school ulit pero parang ayoko dahil gusto kong magwork!!! sheesh... oh well... bahala na si batman. :) di ko pinalanong maging nurse dahil hindi ko trip magtrabaho sa isang ospital.. eto yung ideal work at lifestyle ko.

1. trabaho sa events or sa advertising
2. ***
3. malaking sahod sana
4. masayang trabaho na maraming makikilala at maraming tunog at kulay sa paligid
5. promote sana ng ***

... eto'y panaginip lang naman... wala naman bayad managinip e... at libre ito... at masaya ito..

ayus!

Mark -- the words

deaf..im deaf.. my eardrums gave in after those screaming and yelling my schoolmates did. those women were rabid to the core! hrmmm. rockstar freaks! hehe...

kanina nakaamoy ako ng rockstar.. they have this familiar smell.. haha (sabay amoy sa shirt ko)... bleh!

i see myself in him somehow, how he treats his bandmates and his music with atmost love and appreciation...

... nakakamiss lang sila.. kaya habang nasa entablado sila, naiisip ko kami... nalungkot naman ko. sheesh.. owhell..

... me pag-asa pa. 'rare find' ata kami! bwahahahaha!!! jok tym!

the crew

I helped tita tess in Plato wraps this afternoon.. she needed help because her crew's on leave.. ahehehe.. i was the crew on charge.. toxic.. but not soo... it was fun. :)

AIG in alabang... a call center... again... i went through another exam... fun exam... happy.. hehehe...

acceptance and contentment

it was my first time to see myself spinning, jumping and gliding on ice this afternoon.. wuah. naks.. connie and i went tripping, taking photos of ourselves. that was fun..

look..


ethnic on ice...


...contemplation has been going on...

*yawns*

Venture Adventure

I went to ventures for fundraising office this morning for my 'report'. hehe.. nice one.. i hope i did well. the interview was very informal and the interviewers were such happy people... parang Center for Social Concern. :)

I have another interview tomorrow in Mcgraw-Hill office.. hehe.. :)

i'd be hitting alabang tomorrow as well.. :)

Buckets

i cried buckets of tears yesterday when she and i confronted each other... i hurt her soo much that the pain seared on me... yes, i was immature and selfish like what they were all telling me.. and i'm sorry... but believe it or not, i'm happier nowadays... it's just that stupid blog i wrote... if not for that, nothing would have bothered us...

again, im sorry... peace tayo! *hug*

Tera bonding tayo!

blah

weeeh i'm wide awake!!! i have to change this life style.. see, there's really no reason why i have to stay up late and suffer the consequences of having pimples multiplying on my face. sheesh..

earlier this evening, i started to make my powerpoint presentation for my sort of simulated oral exam in Ventures for Fund Raising... the exam and interview are gonna be on thursday (feb. 17)...:)

got my entrance exam results for the nursing course... mahn, i passed! ate rochie said, if i still am not employed on MArch 1, I have to enroll..! *kamot ulo*

i gota take a bath.

Unite part 2 (pero mas lalong kulang!)

asteeg ito!

hehehe....

magaling magchant si connie!


Here are some more pichurs...*winks*
jp smoochie si connie!!!ahehehe


Diane from BSP, Connie from St. Scho, bday boy Jayfee


MARIAS reunion (kanina lang ito..kooleyt!)


.. makinig kayo boys and gels! ahem...

"buy your love one an apple and a bar of chocolate. then, write him/her a letter that says,"you are the apple of my eye. you are the chocolate bar of my soul.."

*** bwahahahahahaha!!!! (ok, mejo nirevise ko...pero nakakatawa parin!)

happy balentines!!!

Photonski bebi

www.photonski.com/icepetch/sanctuaryo

haha... you gotta check this site.. well, it's no biggy but some of my masterpieces are in here.. (plus some shots taken by my friend)....hope yah like it...

Unite!

After months of not seeing each other, we met yesterday in shangrila starbucks. i can say we were more mature in terms of how we spoke and how we treated each other. in short, we were less 'makoolet'... we were more 'civilized'. it was a bit rainy when i came in front of starbucks. Then, as my mind wandered off, thinking what was going to happen in the meeting, I saw a large man in yellow.. it was the Haps. One down! so while waiting for the others, he told me stuff about computer engineering which i hardly understood. It was nice talking to that friend of mine though... information overload! haha..then, the 'menopos' came along with the gerlalu.. it was my first time to meet her.. hrmmm... well, well.. the air.. i hate it when he chews his gum.

then, the Heypee... then the digital effects woman... hrmm.. was a bit sa sad... 2 co-con artists were not around. hrmmmph! we didn't talk much...

PS. hehe, i got my moolah from LKG head office yesterday!! ahehe... hellow doughie! oh yeh!!!

tuliro

i gotta blog this one... hehe, Ertling and I were online earlier and talking about our philosophies.. that's what i like about our friendship. We both are open about everything from the shallowest to the deepest topics.. even the weirdest once. hehe.. im so happy i met aliens like these guys... haha!

i forgot to mention about yesterday's adventure with myla gail tamondong. Geez, it has been really a while!!! After the canadian opportunities trial, I was invited to eat lunch at mygz's house. hehe... koolit talaga ng bahay nila!!! I started hating my bangs when i saw the movie
elektra... everyone has bangs nowadays!!! and besides, i swear, it didn't fit her! i like her better with her bouncy, curly mane in Daredevil.

So there, finally, I've met Myla's love life... ahehehe... ok, i'll keep it a secret!!! then we went strolling in gamol, passed by JB... heard bike tickle the guitar for testing. pare, loopet!

that's basically it...

Unidentified Funny yet Friggish Feeling.. Ouch

i have nothing to say because im hungry... i cant think of anything right now but food!!! i just think of it because i have nothing to eat... because our frige has nothing on it.. poooor me...

ohwell.. this morning, i had my trial/ training in candian opportunities as a marketing officer. hehe... naks! from a marketing assistant to marketing officer... great eh? haha... but i'm still scouting for jobs nearer in laguna... next week, promise, i'll go to alabang.. totoo na to!!! i wanna have a job NOW!!!

indicators of having UFFFO (Unidentified Funny yet Friggin Feeling...Ouch?):

1. when i can't think clearly in front of the person
2. when i can't hear the person clearly
3. when i can't look straight in the eye
4. when speechless
5. when my non-verbals are weird
6. when i feel butterflies in my stomach

yan muna... sheesh... always happens!

forget 'bout it

Some things are just meant for you and soem are not... it's lovely to see couples hangin around with their sweet nothings (those that are not PDA's ok) and their hambibihambibi antics... happy souls, they are..yes... happy souls.. though, it's weird when you see someone who was into you before, now with someone else... irrriiiieeee!!! why??? i dunno......

...haha... pero ayus lang.. sheesh..

madaling araw nanaman...

Coffee Bean Sugar

Ok.. so i had my final interview this afternoon and i think.. i dunono (not that im
being negative again but i think i didnt give my best answers.) oh well, i still
dunno the results. if i pass, then, probably ill take the job.. if i wont, then it
isnt for me.. life goes on and there's a beautiful world out there.. stand up and dont
give up.. haha... i wont... i'm loving life right now..

i visited Kaplan before the interview and it was nice to see my former officemates
again.. soo, that's how it looks like when you're out of the picture.. they all look
professionals.. ingit ako! i wanna work too!!! haha.. it's a great visit. i actually
got a handful of complements. bakamausog ako!!! ahihihi!!! thanks guys

faith, Liza and I hanged out at'Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf'. I love that coffee shop.
Just talked about anything. nyahahaha. saya!

going back

before i sleep, i would like to give thanks to the man behind this letter, who was or has been with me in my "darkest state".. i was losing myself (darth vader in the making)...thanks to you, im back... i asked him.."have you ever felt that the whole world is against you?"... then he asked, "you're referring to what when you say 'world'?... sooo i explained all the baaahs and boohs about work and music... he reckoned...

"sa work... you can't really be a free spirit in that area because it is not yours in the first place. you can only project the 'self' but still your are under someone else's directives. you would only have to be inline with your job's dorection to perform better, during work! or work may set impossible demands & work schedules but you must not be corrupted. work hard, party at night..back to work early! you work to earn a living but outside of it is the 'living' part.."

"sa music, everyone is a critic but everyone is entitled to an option. but bear in mind that everyone is also entitled to express their emotions & art (what we do!) learn to identify opinions from back-stabbing! hehe When you hear opinions & back-stabbing, take note of what they point out. dont get mad! now ask yourself, am i happy with my music? if yes, then cultivate your expression! if not, thenbetter start working your butt in your drum & practice your technique to express your art better! you connect tha dots!!"

naks!!! you really did something and i never really thanked you.. as in yung 'thank you'. I really appreciated the care. i really did. MABUHAY KA!

hapihapijoyjoy

** haha!! nag icemonster kaming magpipinsan kahapon!!! belat!!!! sarap ice monster... yung mga nasa amerika, p-nplow nyo lang yelo nyo jan... dito kinakain!! ahahaha.... maingit kayu!

** kanina, galing ulit ako sa makati.. nagpainterview po ako, mga kaibigan.. ahehe... serious nako..! ahehehehe... diko alam kung gutom ako o naantok na... can't decide.

** hapi hapi! magkakasama kami ni ayi at mygz kahapon! sobrang kuleeeet... dapat talaga magkakaron kami ng secret meeting para sa kilusang BP recording.. pero hindi nanyari yun dahil walang quorum.. e tatlo lang naman kami e! sus! nagpunta nalang kami sa greenhills dahil may bibilhin si Ayi na dbdbdvd, the village ang title. parang nagpunta kami sa probinsya! ang black market, nagtatago sa kasuluksulakan ng greenhills..

** tapos pichur pichur ulit kami..pero sa susunod ko na papakita kasi tinatamad nako magupload sa photobucket..

** si burn kamukha ng kakambal nya... (duh!).. de, pero pare sooooobrang magkamukha (pero duh parin!)