graduation practice and random blabber

i don't know why we should practice the mass songs. i mean, they could just flash the lyrics on the lcd and follow the tune. that would be easy. i would agree to have a meticulous practice if the songs had second voices and all that ekek... but nah, there aren't.

the practice was done at around 8:45pm. good thing we have cable and was able to watch american idol replay on starworld. i'm not liking the A.I this year. they picked out beautiful and handsome contestants but less talented compared to season 7 (david cook's time). though particularly, i do like didi, big mike and shibhon. i just don't feel any connection with them. maybe that's the trend. i mean, they took MILEY CYRUS as a mentor last night! she's not even a good singer. her tone is all over the place. her recording voice seemed to be edited. (no offense to miley fans out there but that's what i think.) but, let me tell you, she does have a great stage presence. Disney taught her well.

lately, i feel like a melting pot of emotional baggage. i feel like a counselor sometimes. haha. it's great that people entrust their feelings to me. i learn from them, too. although, i don't get to use the therapeutic style of communication. i get carried away sometimes, giving out my own opinions. not therapeutic according to psych nursing. oops.

i should be studying right now.

dear blog,

alam mo, sorry... sorry at naiiwan na kita mag isa. hindi na kita mashado nakkwentohan tungkol sa mga nangyayari sakin... hindi na ako nakakapagbuhos ng emosyon sayo.. pasensya na.

sige kkwentohan kita. summary lang kasi dami nang nangyari. (konti lang actually).

1. maligaya talaga ako at naipalabas namin ang aming pagtatanghal sa asian civ nuong nakaraang linggo. natutuwa ako sa mga nagsasabing "mukhang major production yan ah". haha. kung alam lang nila, nag cramming kami jan... ang gaganda ng mga suot ng aking mga kaklase. nagpahiwatig na may pakialam sila para sa presentation na to. nakakatuwa! meron man kaming hindi pagkakaunawaan nuong gabi ng paghahanda, naging maayus naman ang lahat. sobrang nakakapagod nga lang. parang 1st time kong maiyak sa pagod. narealize ko, na pag ikaw ang leader (mejo parang naging leader din kasi ako dito), hindi ka bibigyan ng recognition... IKAW ang magbibigay ng recognition sa mga ka group mo... ang tanging recognition lang na matatanggap ko e yung mga compliments. hehe. im not too big on recognition anyway. napaisip lang ako. at isa pa, at one point, feeling ko wala akong ginawa or konti lang. most of the time, when i do something, hands on ako. e eto, hands on din naman, pero nag delegate ng task. nawweirdohan lang ako. maganda ito for a "last performance" sa school.

2. dahil nakalanghap ng thinner sa pagpipinta at sa puyat ay bumaba ang resistensya. sumama parin sa mga llanto sister para mag gala sa tagaytay. halata sa litrato, namumutla na ako... pero picture taking parin. hehe.

3. full blown fever na ito. wow. badtrip talaga. inabot pa sa review ang aking umaapoy na temperatura, panlalamig ng katawan at paninikip ng paghinga. buti nakaka-absorb pa ako ng impormasyon. ang topic ay PEDIA. magaling ang lecturer. bunggaloid! :D

4. psych ang topic nanaman. :) hihi. sobrang natutuwa talaga ako kay sir KIKO. sobrang nakakatawa na hindi slapstick. eto:

- meron akong studyante, bawat pagpasok nya sa classroom nagbibilang ng ilaw.. tinanong ko kung bakit.. sabi nya ritwal na daw nya yun... e kung bigyan ko iyon ng christmas light (audience: LAUGHS)

- ale: (to sir kiko's friend) ikaw babae, sama ka ng sama sa bakla, na pagkakamalan ka tuloy pokpok!

kiko: (babbling to self habang hinahawi ang bangs)... eeh, ako lang naman ang kasama nito a... napagkamalan pang bugaw.. (audience: LAUGHS)

he was really FUNNY!!! and his facial expression, HILARIOUS! i'm gonna miss that guy. gusto ko shang maging friend. pero, unreachable. lol.

5. sa wakas, nakapagbayad narin ng mga tax. at least accomplished na iyon. wala nang problema. nakaabot ako sa 10% off! yeah! kape kape with ate aimee. excited na sha sa kasal nya. nahahawaan tuloy ako sa pagka excited. napa, sign up tuloy ako sa isang wedding website. LOL!

6. tomorrow is another day. manonood ako ng ALICE IN WONDERLAND. sana hindi ako ma disappoint.

ayun, so that ends my blogging for today. i will try to write more often. i missed you, dear blog! haha till next time!

Love,

Amo mo.

After watching G-force

it's funny how life could be taken away from someone just in once snap of a finger. after all, life's just borrowed. i saw "G-force" tonight and noticed Justin Mentell (the pet store guy). it told myself, ang pogi naman nito. hence, i searched him online. Sad. i learned that he died February 1, 2010. He was 27. a handsome, talented young man, now resting 6 feet under. Life is truly short. he's lucky in a way. not only that he was able to explore the world and had achieved something, he will no longer see and experience the deteriorating world.

Mr. Mentell, Rest In Peace..