guilt struck

insensitive. closed minded. selfish. lack of contemplation. i did not mean to sound like a parent. i just aired out what i really think about the situation of a friend... come to think about it, yes i was insensitive and closed minded. people have free will in doing what they want. either they live in reality or live with their ideals. It's their choice.

i felt guilty... then annoyed... but when i looked back, i realized i had my own idealistic tendencies... it was painful back then and i kind of backed out.. gave up.. and stayed on the surface not daring to dive in and take the challenge. the battle for me though is not over but just posponed... my situation is simpler compared with his...

now, i feel guilty of being annoyed...i just wish he'll not think of me as a worhtless friend. i can still help his band tho.. i have connection at work...

24 hours...

bente quatro oras akong gising kahapon... as usual, ganto naman palagi tuwing sabado.. magkkwento muna ako.

1. 6am natapos ang shift ko kahapon. ang aga noh? tinawagan ko si ert para mag patay ng oras...hindi pa kasi ako pwedeng umuwi nun dahil may mga pupuntahan pa ako. kwento kwento kwento... hanggang napagusapan namin na magkita kami sa gamol...

2. ng sumapit ang END SHIFT ng 9am... nagpunta kami nila apol at karen sa bagong PS... wuaw, amoy bago kasi mejo grim ang dating nung lugar.. not what i was expecting... kasi sana ginawa nilang yelow lights at purple yung carpet at tan yung walls.. sana ganun... kasu yung purple na ginamit nila mukhang pang patay...tapos yung kulay nung carpet mjo retro..iba iba ang kulay pero patay.. parang budega yung floor... pero baka mag improve pa ichura nun pag tapos na lahat.

3. nasa starbucks ako.. antay si jep.. bigay ko yung jobhunting book ko. kaso nga lang hindi dumating.. pero ayus lang...

4. nagmeet kami ni ate rochie sa glorietta at kumain sa mexicali.. ang sarap pala ng pagkain dun! ang laki pa ng serving.. tapos nag hanap kami ng trechcoat para magamit ni ate florida. :) sarap mag palamig sa mall!

5. nagkita na kami nial ert at mygz sa dunkin donut! :) asteeg!!! namiss ko yung mga yun.. ang saya ng usapan! :) tapos libot libot din. :)

sha nga pala.. wala lang.. gusto ko isingit... di na kasi ako nakapagkwento tungkol sa account outing namin.. saya! kaya maglalagay ako ng pic.



ayan saya noh? asteeg!

Ang HULA

Tiningnan ni Mon ang mga linya ng palad ko at sinabi ang 'future' ko. so far so good. pero kulang daw ang enrhiya nya kahapon kaya hindi klaro sa kanya. hehehe...

haaaay...mamaya calls nanaman. palagi nalang! ayoko magreklamo pero kung paulit-ulit, nakakabigot!

bago ako matulog palagi akong nanonood ng hearing tungkol sa showbiz na gobyerno.