insensitive. closed minded. selfish. lack of contemplation. i did not mean to sound like a parent. i just aired out what i really think about the situation of a friend... come to think about it, yes i was insensitive and closed minded. people have free will in doing what they want. either they live in reality or live with their ideals. It's their choice.
i felt guilty... then annoyed... but when i looked back, i realized i had my own idealistic tendencies... it was painful back then and i kind of backed out.. gave up.. and stayed on the surface not daring to dive in and take the challenge. the battle for me though is not over but just posponed... my situation is simpler compared with his...
now, i feel guilty of being annoyed...i just wish he'll not think of me as a worhtless friend. i can still help his band tho.. i have connection at work...
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