blogging nothing

i seem to have problems with gathering up my motivation to DO something. tsk... i've been telling myself to study for the board exam and take one step at a time... but until now, it feels like i haven't even lifted a pinkie for it (i read a few stuff but in an unorganized way) ... tsk tsk... i want to start so badly but i don't know where and how to... i just get frustrated.. i end up sleeping not accomplishing ANYTHING... grrrhhh.. gotta move it!

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Panaginip: i dreamt last night about riding an airplane and arriving at an airport with open gun fires and people shouting... 2 friends of mine were in that dream with me. we traveled (can't remember details of it). i remember a scene where i was in a bus with them. it was raining. they said good bye and left me there in the bus. there was this scene where i was told i had to go home... i was about to take a bus ride going home and realized i wasn't in the Philippines! i was in some asian country, Vietnam, perharps... then .. i woke up..

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@School: hrmmm... yesterday, i was assigned to take care of a tachypnic baby at NICU. he was crying very loudly, very angrily that his neighbor seemed to empathize with him.. both of them crying at the same time. ugh..

poor baby. i bet he was really, really hungry. or maybe he was feeling pain. tsk... it's as if he wanted to kick someone's ass. geez.

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i'm getting used to the company of our new groupmates. we have a kris kringle. hehe. wala lang ma-kwento. haha... the challenge is to find an expensive looking gift worth 20 pesos. haha...

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been eating turon everyday.