da me en da church

hindi ko nga ba alam kung bakit

ako sobrang na bbore pag asa

simbahan ako... hindi ako

mapakali.. naninikip ang dibdib at

pinagpapawisan ng malamig...

hrrmmm.. siguro may 'girl thing'

lang ako ngayun.. bast hindi

komportable... sana ang

pagsisimba sakin, mas maging

makabuluhan.. hindi ko lang

talaga maintindihan ang 'dahilan'

kung bakit kailangan magsimba...

para saakin napaka out of this

world. (siguro depende sa

interpretasyon ng bawat isa to...

basta saaking meron akong

sariling interpretasyon at sariling

paniniwala) aahh basta... anyway,

baka ito nalang ang maging topic

ng blog nato kaya.. enough...

ibang topic naman...

sabi ng isang blogger na dumalaw dito ay magupdate na raw ako.. kaya heto... im back! ang kwento? sa totoo lang parang marami pero konti lang..

isa isahin ko nga...

1. kanina nagkitakita nanaman kaming magpipinsan sa atc... kain.. kape (haha courtesy of biboy)... nakipaglaro kay coco (dogi nila ate mads)..nood ng flightplan (mejo ang babaw)... tapos dinner nanaman (nasunog ang bulsa (pero masaya naman).. tapos uwi...

2. 11-5-05... nag ensayu para sa ccap... hindi ko nga trip tumugtog ngayun mga panahon nato pero wala na magagwa e.. pero looking at the bright side, at least mappractice ako ulit! :)

3. baka magreunion kami ng mga kaberks ko

Lapit na!

malapit na akong mag-gown!!! malapit na kasi ang kasal ng kuya ko... olats lang wala pa akong silver sandals. ang bakla.. hehe.. wala lang akong mashare kasi wala pang mashado nanyayari saakin pag katapos ng :

1. batch bonding namin sa office na maloopet.. nag overlooking kami sa mundok ng antipolo!!! ayus! asteeg talaga yun...

2. nanood ng musiklaban kasama si ert, rc at biboy. family reunion ba. kasabwat namin ang rock ed nun kaya madaling nakapasok.. nag boluntir kasi.. :)

3. kanina kausap si mygz sa telepono. miss ko nayun...

henyweiz ayun lang.. hangang sa muli

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Music: complicated by Avril lavigne

wala lang nasa bahay ako. magisa dahil iniwan ako ng mga kapatid ko. nasa sta cruz silang dalawa.. natulog kasi ako e... hindi ko na matandaan ang mga nakaraang nangyari sa buhay ko.. teka... itry ko tandaan... hrmmm...

last week, bday ni melvin... 4 hrs akong nagtravel paungo doon.. mano mano ang pagpunta. kakaiba!!! kakapagod.. pagdating ko kila melbin pagod at gutom na ako!!! parang rakstar ako nung dumating. ahehehe. kakamiss yung mga jologs. kaso olats, basta... parang group date. ako lang at si domeng lang ang walang kasama. sus. pero ayus din naman.. ang sarap mag tambol lalo na pag kajaming mo e ang drumsibs mo. kakamiss tumugtog! nung pauwi na, hindi na stressful kasi naman naka-aircon bus na patungo sa baklaran. ang sayang magjoke time... haay...

badtrip lang talaga pag may kasamang mga gerlaloo at boylaloo (in genral) yung bp.. hindi kayu makapag bonding ng maayus.. si jp umalis kaagad. si bern naman, hindi makasali sa joketime.. si rosa't jap.. ayus lang, kaso nawawala sa sirkulasyun.. si melbin at ayi, ayus lang naman. wala talagang banding masyadow.. pero masarap magjamming.. at di bale, ayus din. da more da meriyer.. at asteeg naman yung mga gerlaloosh e.yun lang.. at tuuloy ako kaagad sa atc non. shopping mode ako nun... bumili ako ng puting shirt, headband na sobrang sikip (ika nga ni chito, pagn facelift). naakit kasi ako sa kulay e. perpol kasi. may natipuhan akong army pants yung nga lang hindi kasha saakin!!! arggh. kakainis!!! at yung sleeping bag na bibilin ko dapat e ang dumidumi kaya maghahanap nalang ako sa ibang tindahan... necessity yun sa mga antukin katulad ko.. pag meron mtg sa sat kasi, kailangan makitulog sa pscenter para hindi mashado bangag..

Anywei, tungkol naman sa rock ed phils, nakakatuwa yung org na yun, yun nga lang parang kalat kalat.. hindi ko ba maintindihan minsan...nevertheless, asteeg parin.. parang one.org.

kaninang gabi, pumasok ako sa opis.. halos walang tawag! napagod ako sa kauupo.. sumakit yung likod ko kasi ang panget ng upuan ko... mahirap na kalaban ang inip.. at nagka-last call pa ako na nakakairita..

aftershift nagpunta kami ng the fort. hindi kasama si jr kasi magsisimba.. si frankie naman kasama si sheila. nag-go donuts lang naman kami.. wala lang.. chika lang...

bday ni momi,. binati ko sha at nasa nevada daw sila at magccasino at magpicnic.. ayus ang gimik ng nanay at tatay ko ah!!! ahehehe... miss ko na yung mga yun..

si ert at mygz, syemps matagal narin hindi nagkikita. si myla nasa samar na at nagvolunteer... si ert busy sa assumption... hindi pa kmi ulit nagkikita simula last week. bangagers talaga. haha.. kakamiss din.

sa bahay, well kaming tatlo nila ate rochie at biboy ang magkakasama... hindi pa kami naglilinis ng bahay...

may naiisip akong kanta... pero argggh, hindi ko alam ang artist at yung title ng kanta! olats

ending song: A.M to PM by christina milan (nax pop!)

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grabe ang laking pagbabago!!! wala na ata akong pagtingin sa katabi ko kanina... parang nawala ang 'glow' na bumabalot sa kanya twing nakikita ko sha.. hindi ko rin alam ang nangyari... di ko alam kung nasa tamang pagiisip ba ako... parang may transition na nanyari last week.. wirdo nakakatakot! parang yung clueless na movie.. yung nga lang ako nawala lahat ng realizations...

basta...kayung tatlo, mga animal!salamat at mejo pinahiran nyo ng icing ang buhay ko kahit saglit... kahit isang linggo lang..

tera group hug tayo... *hug*

cynthia alexander...ang tunay na henyotik... walang tatalo!!! iba ka!!! tunay kang artista! mabuhay ka!!!

ang regalo

regalo sakin ni myla!!! tenchoo! wab you!! pakiss!!!

SOUNDTRIP

yeba ang sarap mag soundtrip!!!! :) saya saya!!! nakikinig ako ng kaamulan. naiindak ako.. masarap magtugtugan (kakamiss) pero mas masarap makinig... TENCHU MYLA SA MP3s!!! buhay ulit ako...

dapat nsa opish ako ngayun kasi promise ko kila frankie na mag OT ako.. e yun nga lang sobrang bangag di ko na kaya.. promises are not made to be broken... but ive just broken it.. nyahahaha...napala ko hindi ako kasama sa jolibee nila. :( e kompleto naman ang mga kaberks ngayun... haaay... pero ayus lang kasi nakasama ko sila myla at ert kahapon.

green day kahapon... sa hindi sinasadyang kadahilanan, nakagreen kaming tatlo.. dapat manonood kaming tatlo ng artfilm. kaso mas masarap mag geltok. ritwal na naming tatlo ang magkitakita twing sabado. ayun, naglayag din kami sa robinsons mall sa may mandaluyong. sarap amglibot don dahil konti lang ang tao at sobrang init sa labas. sarap magpa erkon. tapos ayun nakabili pa ako ng murang pantalon.. :)

pinagusapan namin lablyp ni mylagailaloo.. intyendes ko si myla... haay ang pagibig, ganyan talaga. sakit sa puso.... sabi nga namin sa kanya, ramdamin lang nya at mawawala din yun..

soundtripping din kami at nagdownload ng kung ano anong asteeg na music...

parng ang sarap mamili ng mga bagay bagay. bibili nga pala ako ng lufa.. nilulumot na kasi yung nasa CR. ahehehe. at chaka bagong t-shirt.. chaka regalo ke ate rochie. (hano bayan! nakalipas na ang bertdi nya).. hrmmm me listahan ko ng mga bibilin ah. nakalimutan ko.. ayun! bibili rin ako ng dove at mousse. pang vain ba... pero shemps hinay hinay lang dapat din..

alis muna ako... mananaginip muna ako.. haha.

guilt struck

insensitive. closed minded. selfish. lack of contemplation. i did not mean to sound like a parent. i just aired out what i really think about the situation of a friend... come to think about it, yes i was insensitive and closed minded. people have free will in doing what they want. either they live in reality or live with their ideals. It's their choice.

i felt guilty... then annoyed... but when i looked back, i realized i had my own idealistic tendencies... it was painful back then and i kind of backed out.. gave up.. and stayed on the surface not daring to dive in and take the challenge. the battle for me though is not over but just posponed... my situation is simpler compared with his...

now, i feel guilty of being annoyed...i just wish he'll not think of me as a worhtless friend. i can still help his band tho.. i have connection at work...

24 hours...

bente quatro oras akong gising kahapon... as usual, ganto naman palagi tuwing sabado.. magkkwento muna ako.

1. 6am natapos ang shift ko kahapon. ang aga noh? tinawagan ko si ert para mag patay ng oras...hindi pa kasi ako pwedeng umuwi nun dahil may mga pupuntahan pa ako. kwento kwento kwento... hanggang napagusapan namin na magkita kami sa gamol...

2. ng sumapit ang END SHIFT ng 9am... nagpunta kami nila apol at karen sa bagong PS... wuaw, amoy bago kasi mejo grim ang dating nung lugar.. not what i was expecting... kasi sana ginawa nilang yelow lights at purple yung carpet at tan yung walls.. sana ganun... kasu yung purple na ginamit nila mukhang pang patay...tapos yung kulay nung carpet mjo retro..iba iba ang kulay pero patay.. parang budega yung floor... pero baka mag improve pa ichura nun pag tapos na lahat.

3. nasa starbucks ako.. antay si jep.. bigay ko yung jobhunting book ko. kaso nga lang hindi dumating.. pero ayus lang...

4. nagmeet kami ni ate rochie sa glorietta at kumain sa mexicali.. ang sarap pala ng pagkain dun! ang laki pa ng serving.. tapos nag hanap kami ng trechcoat para magamit ni ate florida. :) sarap mag palamig sa mall!

5. nagkita na kami nial ert at mygz sa dunkin donut! :) asteeg!!! namiss ko yung mga yun.. ang saya ng usapan! :) tapos libot libot din. :)

sha nga pala.. wala lang.. gusto ko isingit... di na kasi ako nakapagkwento tungkol sa account outing namin.. saya! kaya maglalagay ako ng pic.



ayan saya noh? asteeg!

Ang HULA

Tiningnan ni Mon ang mga linya ng palad ko at sinabi ang 'future' ko. so far so good. pero kulang daw ang enrhiya nya kahapon kaya hindi klaro sa kanya. hehehe...

haaaay...mamaya calls nanaman. palagi nalang! ayoko magreklamo pero kung paulit-ulit, nakakabigot!

bago ako matulog palagi akong nanonood ng hearing tungkol sa showbiz na gobyerno.

nagpapaantox si petchai

here goes...

1. nakita ko sa djaryo (fete)... ang kumanta para sa Indio I--- si KARL ROY! pongchax talaga!!! kakaasar! kung nasa tamang pagiisip ba naman ako, edi sana napanood ko yun... argggh... tinitingnan kong mabuti yung mga litrato sa djaryo.. hinahanap ko kung napaextra ako.. ahehehe.. kahit hibla lang ng buho ko o kamay man lang.. e kaso wala... sheesh... pero ayus lang... we had our moment before. :)... by the way napanood ko na si kitchie nadal sa personal.. :)


2. nature is calling mer right at this moment... but i gotta take these 'random thoughts' out... para may mabasa naman ang mga walang magawa sa buhay...


3. galing ni tori amos! parang banyagang Cynthia Alexander + madonna... extraordinaryo ang tone/ rhythm or whatever you call it.. areglo ng boses nya. galing galing... yung nga lang mahirap i-convey ang gusto nyang sabihin sa mga kanta.. errr... pero yung track na 'ribbon undone', asteeg!!!! pakinggan nyo... (badtrip... tumatalon yung cd.. kailangan ibalik sa tindahan para mapalitan)

4. parang timang 'tong mga kaberks ko sa opisina... parati nalang.. kala nila pagnawwithdraw ako ng sweldo, kala nila lagi ako nagpapaparlor! esus naman! nagshampoo lang ako 'day... (kapansin pansin ang bagong shampoong buhok ko... kahit sha napansin nya ata.. bwehehehehe)... badtrip lang yung mga tumitikwas tikwas...

5. uy nax!!! aheheh... wala lang... si astrud gilberto na pinakikinggan ko ngayun...

6. malapit ko nang matapos yung libro ni ert..'NBSB' book... ayus yung storya yun nga lang parang desperado yung babae... marami naman boylet si rudie.. di nga lang marunong pumili. esus!!!! goodluck nalang sa kanya...

7. sha lalayas muna ako... matutulog na ako....

feter 2005

i know... i know... this entry's a bit old. not a current event but i have to type it in anyway. Good times (gimmicks ba) are frequent no more, you know. haha!

fete... well.. it was held in el pueblo, ortigas. it was a great opportunity to have participated in that big event and of course, once again, felt the presence of the underworld... haha!!! sense of my past had dwelled over my body... missed it...

rack's.... t. artists, groupies and commoners shared the place. everyone's hungry... everyone wanted to go to the bathroom... toxic!... i was not feeling myself anymore.... lumulutang na yung kaluluwa ko.. naramdaman nyo na ba yun?

the place was a bit more intimate than last year.. too bad there was no 'labatterie', the jamming area. i did not quite enjoy my stay coz after cynthia alexander, all i wanted was to sleeeeeeep... hayyy.. dinako nakapag-jam! at konti lang nameet ko na bagong tao. everyone was there.. MP, kapwa musikero, etc etc.. pero hindi man lang ako nakahawak ng tambol pagkatapos ng...

napanaginipan ko... tumugtog ang bp... pero wala si ayi at si melvin. ang vocalist namin si jep, kleng at si rosa... at si jason kasama sa drum circle....at may drumset (si jerwin)..si connie andon din, sumayaw... wow, ertfishfish+talahib+katribu+butongpakwan= ehem..musikero kolektib... BP collective... haha... namiss ko si maton at si melbin nung mga panahong yun. maganda ang pagkakakanta.. magaling ang set lalo na sa dong dong I.. dahil paborito ko yung kantang yun... gusto ko na nga maging part ng audience nun nung dong dong I na! asteeg!... pagkatapos ng set.. parang walang nanyari.. walang assessment... wala nang bonding... may kanyakanyang buhay na pagkatapos... di na katulad ng dati... baduy... wala ako halos maramdaman sa tugtugan... mejo kinakabahan bago umakyat ng entablado... pero nawala..

(sha nga pala, bago tumugtug) ng umakyat ako sa enatablado, panay ang tingin ko sa karamihan ng tao... tinitingnan ang bawat mukha nila... nangawit na ang leeg ko sa kalilingon... naduling na sa kakahanap.. hindi sha dumating.. di ko nakita ang mga mata nya...

sumulpot bigla si maton.. pero saglit lang sha don...munting reunion ng mga nakaputi..

basa, malilikot, maiingay na ang mga tao ng lumubog na ang araw... (para kay dante, maliliit mababahong maiitim na tao sila. haha)... at yumao na sa selda ang tugtugan... yugyugan na.

nagising na ako... nasa opisina ako...

Vanity

Hi ert!!! ayan nag-update na ako ng blog. Suamkit yung chan ko kaya ang aga kong gumising... 6:04 ngayun at dapat tulog pa ako.. hindi ko alam kung gutom ba ako o call of nature ito.. hindi ko mawari..

kahapon nanggaling kami ni ate rochie sa LB. tapos kumain kami 'old school' na restawran para mag lunnch. tapos nag-punta ako sa parlor para mag pa hairspa.. (naks.) eto kasi ang trip ko ngayung mga panahong ito... naalagaan ko yung buhok ko para asteeg.. at para iba naman. na-mimiss ko nang mag tali ng buhok... bawal kasi e. arrrgggghhh... shempre eto yung kinekwento ko no.. ahehehe... mejo badtrip nga lang ako ngayun kasi hindi yata pantay yung gupit. nak ng pats o...

tapos nagpunta kami sa sta cruz kasi fiesta... pag june talaga dagsaan ang fiesta noh? asteeg.. mga 8.00pm kami andon tapos nakikain. tapos nakatulog ako... nagpunta din pala kami don para bumusita kay lola at kay tita. wawa naman si lola ko. masakit ang likod nya. pero bilib naman ako dahil wala parin syang tigil sa pagkilos....

sa work... nag 'retention' ako.. parang robot kaming pinipigilan mag cancel lahat ng tatawag. less irrate cx pero pero mas nakakapagod dahil ang daming calls talaga... no room to breath. kurap lang!!!!

si 'da bronx' pinakikinggan ko yung calls.. ahehehehe... patawa talaga yung mga hirit nun... asteeg.

pagkatapos ng shift, kulang ang grupo ng mga gutom... si karen sumakit ata ang chan kaya umuwi ng maaga, si jr nasa bataan, si sonnick hindi sumabay saamin, si chito off, ganun din si claire at lovely. kami ni frankie at aubrey lata lang ang kumain sa jolibee.. ka-miss din yung mga ugok na yun. ahehehehe..

sabi ni ert uwi na sha sa june xx!!!! yey!!! uwi ka na ert!!!!

mamaya magkikita kami ng non-biological sibs kow!!! yey!!!

tulog nako ulit...

Finding Neverland

Nice movie. You gotta watch Finding Neverland.

I'm getting thinner everyday. Maybe it's because of my 'deactivated' appetite. I miss the taste of REAL food. :(

It's bloddy warm in here! The earth is a living microwave.

I want to go to Neverland someday. Perhaps, there, the air is cooler and the food is plenty... Children remain children... Perhaps allergies do not exist there.

I should find my Neverland...

Shawarma Boy

Ano ba naman ito?... hindi kami magkaintindihan nitong kaibigan kong bumbay! Pormahan kami.. tanong nya, tell me about yourself (in few words daw).. then i said, "I'm pretty and smart but very cautious"... haha.. i threw back his question. He said, " I'm mad! I have two personalities. But i never harm people mentally. I'm the best."... Ahehehe hang labo! *kamot sa ulo* at least meron akong shawarma boy dito na nakakausap.

Kailangan gising ako hangang umaga para bukas ako tulog... 10pm pa yung shift ko.. ang labo nga e.. pano kaya yun? pupunta pa ako sa BIR bukas para sa aking mga dokumentos. hektik!


Kausap ko si sexyman kanina. nasa tate sha ngayun. ewan kung bakit. diko natanong.. baka naghhibernate tulad ni ert. hehe. sana ako makabaghibernate din.. gusto ko kasama ng mga mongolians sa disyerto. tapos titira ako sa.. errr.. dun sa parang portable kubo nila... nakalimutan ko lang kung ano yung tawag. pero asteeg yun man!

Bumili ako ng icecream kamina. pistaccio and cashew flavor.. ang sarap! pinakamalapit sa lasa ng chokolate. kaya natutuwa na ako.

Nakausap ko na si Dianna. Nagkwento sha tungkol sa kanyang music and lab lyp... owhell... welcome to the club, Dianna!!! hahahaha!!!! :)

Tapos ngayun si Melbin, busy, gumagawa ng sarili nyang blog!

Wala na akong makausap na BP ah! kulang na ako sa pansin.. ahehehehe. :)

sige wala lang!

American States

I just came home from Makati and a little bit later, I'll be leaving for Makati again. I don't know if I am getting used to this set up. I am having a hard time adjusting. I don't even have time for my Vitamin E therapy. Argh!

Anyway, training is fun. I have met pretty cool people. There were 2 guys whom I can relate too because they are also into music. I miss BP! Awwwww.... Ohwell...

I gotta go. I still have to memorize the 50 states!!!!

MZT Salamat ng marami!

Spanglish

I was not informed that our class was cancelled yesterday (was pretty pissed about it). so i just watched 'Spanglish'. Comedy/ drama moivie.. You gotta watch it.

Random blah...

*Julianie.... Julianie.... Julianie!!!!* pinapakingan ko ngayun si adam sandler sa kanyang pagkanta... ahehehe... patawa talaga itong lalaking ito... bleh.. hahahaha!

Mr. Vasquez ng American Idol ay nagdrop out na sa kompetisyon... feeling ko pa naman sha yung mananalo. arrrgghhh....

Hrmmm... nasosobrahan na yata ako sa mga reality tv's!!! PArang hindi ko maatim na sumali sa ganun... sa fear factor, ok lang.. pero sa 'the bachelor" or "outback jack", aba wag nalang... hrmmmm... napgiisip pa nga ako kung totoo yung mga yun o scripted lang...

trip kong manood ng mga cooking shows... napapsobra narin.. kasi pag nagsasaing ako, napapa-adlib,(with brit accent pa ha)"put the rice in the pan, wash it... and then rinse the dirty water, kill all the bukbuk... put some water again and then heat it until it's cooked... hrmmhhh...the rice smells good!this is absolutely amazing!" okay..okay... sobra nato... basta pag nagluluto na ako, feeling ko may camera!

Gusto ko gumawa ng dalawang script: isa, ipapasa ko kay ate charo at yung isa naman ay action film... para asteeg... ahehehehe... wala lang sumulpot lang sa utak ko.. si ert meron script na ginagawa... *tol, pramis, gawin nating move yan!send mo na saakin!* ahehehehe... gusto ko sanang pumasok sa UP nung workshop nila tungkol sa FIlm e... sayang naman.. wala naman akong video camera.. at may trabaho na ako na abnoramal yung schedule.... ohwell, maybe next time...

Hehehe... nagmamarunong akong magviolin... bleh!!!

Lapit na ng training ko... dapat nagsstart na akong mag "think english" uleyt! aba! namimiss ko na lenguahe ko ngayun palang... ahehehe... pero masaya ito dahil adbenchur uleyt!!! yey yey!!!

sha nga pala

... nag email sha saakin!!! bleh!!!Hi there!

He wrote: (our lil talk)

Not yet. I'm still onvacation after those long days of
the contest. It's very tiring but it was really fun.
This 1st week of Aprili, I will be starting my 1st
project at IMG. I'm kinda' nervous, but hey, who
cares as long as I'll be having a good pay.
Hahahaha!
Well, Rob went home too. I don't know if he still
goes on with modelling. I think he's taking a law
course right now. Among us, he's the smart ass.
Hehehehe! But I like him even because he is very
open with his sexuality. Even if we were all
shocked with his revelation, I still consider him
brave & confident & I don't feel like intimidated by
him. He's a very good person.

We didn't have a very tough audition in Manhunt. In
my part, they just called my attention one day
when I was surfin' & asked if I'm interested for a
modelling career. That's all! Nothing tough, really!

Ok Petchai, I have to go.

aNYEEHEHEHEHEHE!!! ayus! friends na kami!

Medical Exam...

I had my medical exam in alabang for my upcoming work. hehehe... i had to bring my crap all the way to alabang! i was practically hurrying because it should reach the hospital in its soft and warm state (2 hours maximum exposure)..

When I got there, i saw doc... errr... i forgot his name. but he was a student in kaplan. hihihi... he really has that warm smile..ahehehehe...

Evet was there too (my classmate in AC). She's a med rep.

that's my adventure.. tinatamad na ako mag type e.. actually there's a lot more to say. bleh!

Here goes....

Here I go again, pushing my way into the battle... I'm all dressed and ready to say, "yes" or "no"... uhmm, I dunno what the future holds but I hope it will be nice. :)

haaaay....

boring ... boring... boring...

Come what may

Come what may nalang sa future... kakaiba ang pakiramdam ngayun.. parang 'American Idol'... nakakapraning pag hindi tinawag ang pangalan mo.. parang 'Manhunt' na hahatulan ka ng paguwi dahil na-eliminate.. hrmmm... dalawa lang kaming napili sa isang organisasyon na tinatangka kong pasukan (pramis marami ding nagtangka para sa position). marami-raming eksamen din ang kinuha ko.

una: pinraktis nila ang aking kakayahang mag handog para sa organisasyon. At pagkatapos ay tinanong ng kung ano ano.... nakakatuwa dahil mababait at mukhang komidyante sila. Kwela! Parang Center for Social Concern days. lahat ng tao don, puro payaso. (isa na ako don)

pangalawa: OWKEY! may psychological test akong sinagutan.. doon ko natagpuan ang aking karibal. natutuwa nga ako sa kanya dahil marami narin shang napagdaan sa larangan ng 'events'. Bait bait pa nya!

pangatlo: eto na! ininterview na kami ng Executive Director. Para shang si Ms. Beth. Bait din at very casual ang paguusap namin.

Palagay ko pareho naman kaming swak sa position. mejo 'close fight' kung tawagin. Ahehe...

ano kaya ang resulta ng eksamen ko? hrmmm... may psychiatric problem kaya ako? sana wala naman.. aheheh.. i doubt.
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Ayuko pa magkwento don sa isa... baka ma-jinx nanaman ako... haaaay..

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Come what may... ayan na pakanta nanaman si ako... ahehehe....

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I should be typing in english now because I'm having foreigner friends.. hi guys! watchaup?

AER

AER amps had their product launching in makati city yesterday. I love product launchings... You get to eat free food, listen to good music plus get a lot of info!

Buick invited me. t'was nice. :)

Kuya jun2 came to visit us yesterday and showed some pics of his son, Julo. nice. :)

Biohazard sib and I, together with his friends, chatted last night... aaaawwwww.... twas nice. :)

happy..

Manhunt

oh yeah...



major infatuation to!!

his personal bio:

I was born in Reykjavik, Iceland on June 23, 1982 in 24 hours of sunlight. My name alone requires an explanation: when I was born, it was actually Jon Grimkell Helgasson because in Iceland there is a tradition of taking your father's first name and tagging on "s-s-o-n" to the end of it. When my family moved to the United States my brothers and I received our present name because in our great country, it is conventional to have your father's last name. (My middle name, Grimkell, comes from the Stone Ages and, from what I know, is an old Viking soldier's name.)

After time in New York and Colorado, my family arrived in California when I was in seventh grade. I started surfing, and spent my time playing the piano, clarinet, bass clarinet, baritone saxophone, and guitar. I found a group of friends that are like no other I have ever seen. We are all brothers and we surfed when we had time off from school, we studied hard and pushed each other. I grew to love the ocean, the environment, my friends, life in general, and my beautiful cat. (He is the greatest.)

In junior college, I had a lot of free time, and I spent the majority of that time surfing my brains out, mostly in Big Sur. EPIC!!!! I dated a lot of girls until I found my own special sweetheart and true love. We've been through some incredibly rough times, but have, for the most part, persevered. We are still together to this day. The most painful thing I have ever been through was her horrible, near-death car accident. It was the first time my emotions were truly put to the test. But, she pulled through and eventually I did, too.

After two years of JC, I decided that I was being lazy and thought I would challenge myself at UC Santa Cruz. I have spent two years at UCSC and still have one more. I'm studying astrophysics, which is very difficult but fun. I have realized my ultimate goal in life, and I have set it really high: I want to pilot a space shuttle. In order to do this, I have begun flying and enjoy it immensely. After college, I plan to join the Air Force or Navy to fly my dream plane, the F-16 Falcon, but there is a lot of conflict because I don't want to go to war. So, I'm still struggling with that one.

(the picture and the contents were taken from another website. i think it was from the official website of man hunt. :D)

bangungut

Jhoon fell from a cliff and died.. bad dream!

.. naku.. hindi ko maintindihan mga nanyayari ngayun.. alam nyo ba, parang excited ako na papasok ako sa school ulit pero parang ayoko dahil gusto kong magwork!!! sheesh... oh well... bahala na si batman. :) di ko pinalanong maging nurse dahil hindi ko trip magtrabaho sa isang ospital.. eto yung ideal work at lifestyle ko.

1. trabaho sa events or sa advertising
2. ***
3. malaking sahod sana
4. masayang trabaho na maraming makikilala at maraming tunog at kulay sa paligid
5. promote sana ng ***

... eto'y panaginip lang naman... wala naman bayad managinip e... at libre ito... at masaya ito..

ayus!

Mark -- the words

deaf..im deaf.. my eardrums gave in after those screaming and yelling my schoolmates did. those women were rabid to the core! hrmmm. rockstar freaks! hehe...

kanina nakaamoy ako ng rockstar.. they have this familiar smell.. haha (sabay amoy sa shirt ko)... bleh!

i see myself in him somehow, how he treats his bandmates and his music with atmost love and appreciation...

... nakakamiss lang sila.. kaya habang nasa entablado sila, naiisip ko kami... nalungkot naman ko. sheesh.. owhell..

... me pag-asa pa. 'rare find' ata kami! bwahahahaha!!! jok tym!

the crew

I helped tita tess in Plato wraps this afternoon.. she needed help because her crew's on leave.. ahehehe.. i was the crew on charge.. toxic.. but not soo... it was fun. :)

AIG in alabang... a call center... again... i went through another exam... fun exam... happy.. hehehe...

acceptance and contentment

it was my first time to see myself spinning, jumping and gliding on ice this afternoon.. wuah. naks.. connie and i went tripping, taking photos of ourselves. that was fun..

look..


ethnic on ice...


...contemplation has been going on...

*yawns*

Venture Adventure

I went to ventures for fundraising office this morning for my 'report'. hehe.. nice one.. i hope i did well. the interview was very informal and the interviewers were such happy people... parang Center for Social Concern. :)

I have another interview tomorrow in Mcgraw-Hill office.. hehe.. :)

i'd be hitting alabang tomorrow as well.. :)

Buckets

i cried buckets of tears yesterday when she and i confronted each other... i hurt her soo much that the pain seared on me... yes, i was immature and selfish like what they were all telling me.. and i'm sorry... but believe it or not, i'm happier nowadays... it's just that stupid blog i wrote... if not for that, nothing would have bothered us...

again, im sorry... peace tayo! *hug*

Tera bonding tayo!

blah

weeeh i'm wide awake!!! i have to change this life style.. see, there's really no reason why i have to stay up late and suffer the consequences of having pimples multiplying on my face. sheesh..

earlier this evening, i started to make my powerpoint presentation for my sort of simulated oral exam in Ventures for Fund Raising... the exam and interview are gonna be on thursday (feb. 17)...:)

got my entrance exam results for the nursing course... mahn, i passed! ate rochie said, if i still am not employed on MArch 1, I have to enroll..! *kamot ulo*

i gota take a bath.

Unite part 2 (pero mas lalong kulang!)

asteeg ito!

hehehe....

magaling magchant si connie!


Here are some more pichurs...*winks*
jp smoochie si connie!!!ahehehe


Diane from BSP, Connie from St. Scho, bday boy Jayfee


MARIAS reunion (kanina lang ito..kooleyt!)


.. makinig kayo boys and gels! ahem...

"buy your love one an apple and a bar of chocolate. then, write him/her a letter that says,"you are the apple of my eye. you are the chocolate bar of my soul.."

*** bwahahahahahaha!!!! (ok, mejo nirevise ko...pero nakakatawa parin!)

happy balentines!!!

Photonski bebi

www.photonski.com/icepetch/sanctuaryo

haha... you gotta check this site.. well, it's no biggy but some of my masterpieces are in here.. (plus some shots taken by my friend)....hope yah like it...

Unite!

After months of not seeing each other, we met yesterday in shangrila starbucks. i can say we were more mature in terms of how we spoke and how we treated each other. in short, we were less 'makoolet'... we were more 'civilized'. it was a bit rainy when i came in front of starbucks. Then, as my mind wandered off, thinking what was going to happen in the meeting, I saw a large man in yellow.. it was the Haps. One down! so while waiting for the others, he told me stuff about computer engineering which i hardly understood. It was nice talking to that friend of mine though... information overload! haha..then, the 'menopos' came along with the gerlalu.. it was my first time to meet her.. hrmmm... well, well.. the air.. i hate it when he chews his gum.

then, the Heypee... then the digital effects woman... hrmm.. was a bit sa sad... 2 co-con artists were not around. hrmmmph! we didn't talk much...

PS. hehe, i got my moolah from LKG head office yesterday!! ahehe... hellow doughie! oh yeh!!!

tuliro

i gotta blog this one... hehe, Ertling and I were online earlier and talking about our philosophies.. that's what i like about our friendship. We both are open about everything from the shallowest to the deepest topics.. even the weirdest once. hehe.. im so happy i met aliens like these guys... haha!

i forgot to mention about yesterday's adventure with myla gail tamondong. Geez, it has been really a while!!! After the canadian opportunities trial, I was invited to eat lunch at mygz's house. hehe... koolit talaga ng bahay nila!!! I started hating my bangs when i saw the movie
elektra... everyone has bangs nowadays!!! and besides, i swear, it didn't fit her! i like her better with her bouncy, curly mane in Daredevil.

So there, finally, I've met Myla's love life... ahehehe... ok, i'll keep it a secret!!! then we went strolling in gamol, passed by JB... heard bike tickle the guitar for testing. pare, loopet!

that's basically it...

Unidentified Funny yet Friggish Feeling.. Ouch

i have nothing to say because im hungry... i cant think of anything right now but food!!! i just think of it because i have nothing to eat... because our frige has nothing on it.. poooor me...

ohwell.. this morning, i had my trial/ training in candian opportunities as a marketing officer. hehe... naks! from a marketing assistant to marketing officer... great eh? haha... but i'm still scouting for jobs nearer in laguna... next week, promise, i'll go to alabang.. totoo na to!!! i wanna have a job NOW!!!

indicators of having UFFFO (Unidentified Funny yet Friggin Feeling...Ouch?):

1. when i can't think clearly in front of the person
2. when i can't hear the person clearly
3. when i can't look straight in the eye
4. when speechless
5. when my non-verbals are weird
6. when i feel butterflies in my stomach

yan muna... sheesh... always happens!

forget 'bout it

Some things are just meant for you and soem are not... it's lovely to see couples hangin around with their sweet nothings (those that are not PDA's ok) and their hambibihambibi antics... happy souls, they are..yes... happy souls.. though, it's weird when you see someone who was into you before, now with someone else... irrriiiieeee!!! why??? i dunno......

...haha... pero ayus lang.. sheesh..

madaling araw nanaman...

Coffee Bean Sugar

Ok.. so i had my final interview this afternoon and i think.. i dunono (not that im
being negative again but i think i didnt give my best answers.) oh well, i still
dunno the results. if i pass, then, probably ill take the job.. if i wont, then it
isnt for me.. life goes on and there's a beautiful world out there.. stand up and dont
give up.. haha... i wont... i'm loving life right now..

i visited Kaplan before the interview and it was nice to see my former officemates
again.. soo, that's how it looks like when you're out of the picture.. they all look
professionals.. ingit ako! i wanna work too!!! haha.. it's a great visit. i actually
got a handful of complements. bakamausog ako!!! ahihihi!!! thanks guys

faith, Liza and I hanged out at'Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf'. I love that coffee shop.
Just talked about anything. nyahahaha. saya!

going back

before i sleep, i would like to give thanks to the man behind this letter, who was or has been with me in my "darkest state".. i was losing myself (darth vader in the making)...thanks to you, im back... i asked him.."have you ever felt that the whole world is against you?"... then he asked, "you're referring to what when you say 'world'?... sooo i explained all the baaahs and boohs about work and music... he reckoned...

"sa work... you can't really be a free spirit in that area because it is not yours in the first place. you can only project the 'self' but still your are under someone else's directives. you would only have to be inline with your job's dorection to perform better, during work! or work may set impossible demands & work schedules but you must not be corrupted. work hard, party at night..back to work early! you work to earn a living but outside of it is the 'living' part.."

"sa music, everyone is a critic but everyone is entitled to an option. but bear in mind that everyone is also entitled to express their emotions & art (what we do!) learn to identify opinions from back-stabbing! hehe When you hear opinions & back-stabbing, take note of what they point out. dont get mad! now ask yourself, am i happy with my music? if yes, then cultivate your expression! if not, thenbetter start working your butt in your drum & practice your technique to express your art better! you connect tha dots!!"

naks!!! you really did something and i never really thanked you.. as in yung 'thank you'. I really appreciated the care. i really did. MABUHAY KA!

hapihapijoyjoy

** haha!! nag icemonster kaming magpipinsan kahapon!!! belat!!!! sarap ice monster... yung mga nasa amerika, p-nplow nyo lang yelo nyo jan... dito kinakain!! ahahaha.... maingit kayu!

** kanina, galing ulit ako sa makati.. nagpainterview po ako, mga kaibigan.. ahehe... serious nako..! ahehehehe... diko alam kung gutom ako o naantok na... can't decide.

** hapi hapi! magkakasama kami ni ayi at mygz kahapon! sobrang kuleeeet... dapat talaga magkakaron kami ng secret meeting para sa kilusang BP recording.. pero hindi nanyari yun dahil walang quorum.. e tatlo lang naman kami e! sus! nagpunta nalang kami sa greenhills dahil may bibilhin si Ayi na dbdbdvd, the village ang title. parang nagpunta kami sa probinsya! ang black market, nagtatago sa kasuluksulakan ng greenhills..

** tapos pichur pichur ulit kami..pero sa susunod ko na papakita kasi tinatamad nako magupload sa photobucket..

** si burn kamukha ng kakambal nya... (duh!).. de, pero pare sooooobrang magkamukha (pero duh parin!)

mall adbenchur

Nagkita kami ni connie sa glorietta kanina. natutuwa ako kasi parang isang dekada rin kaming hindi magkita (pero actually, last last last week lang kami huling nagkita). as usual na mall tripping, hanap ng free food, free drinks at sukat ng mga bagay bagay sa mall kahit hindi bibili.. oist pero wag ka, bumili ako ng tahong crackers, kasoy (nahiya lang ako don sa ale kasi dami ko nakain), sweet n spicy cornicks at yung parang breadsticks na masarap. nakakabusog! solb nako don! yun nga lang nasunog ang bulsa ko. btw, meron din palang free soup don sa g4. bumuli rin ako ng headband para sa replacement don sa nawala. hrmmmm... bumili ako ng icecream bago umuwi...

kakatuwa yung class namin kanina. si ms. sapitan nanaman ang teacher. asteeg! Meetings and conferences ang npagusapan. pero parang palagi nalang nalilihis sa topic. makwento sya kaya ok lang. sana pag tanda ako, ganun ang tayu ko. parang "hi hello" ang ichura nya parati.

hrrmmm..just a reflection. ngayung mga panahon na 'to, parang nahihiya na akong magimbita para sa mga usual tambay namin noong unang panahom. pero ngayun, tatakot ako.. baka kasi sawa na sila sa ganong set-up o wala na pakialam...pero ok lang kasi kanya kanya na kami.. kailangan lang maging mature... haaaay... ayoko na maging malungkot (grrrh!!! ang touchy ko nanaman! sakit nato ah)... pero pramis masaya ako kanina kasi kasama ko yung kaibigan ko at puro kalokohan din. para kasing kanina lang ulit ako nakakita ng tao hehe. namiss ko nga lang si jen. kasi pag tatlo kami, para kaming tatlong mask rider black... free spirited indies din mga yun e.. :)

Jolly Jeep

I miss eating in Jolly jeeps. Yesterday, I saw them once again lined up in the streets of makati, each one filled with all kinds of people: construction workers, call center agents, drivers, security guards corporate bosses, etc. It's good to see how harmoniuosly they get along. no hierarchy...no prejudices.. all equal! o siguro gutom lang sila. haha.

**there are blisters on my feet.. i had my exam in staff builders' office. i don't really have a third eye like other people but i sensed a kind of "irieness" in that place. maybe it was because of the dim white lights, cold airconditioning and the green walls. hrmmmm... i took my exam..then i was supposed to have my preliminary interview. Ms Jessica told me the way to comapany, their client. but unfortunately, when i and another interviewee got there, we were told the interviewer had gone in a meeting and wont be back that day. They just rescheduled it. owheell...

** wish biboy, momi and dadi were there with us at dinner last night at friday's. ate susan treated us. momi's barkada was there. sha lang wala and si tita margie. hehe. pero asteeg kasi tawa ng tawa the whole night. ang koolit. :) sooper boosog.. sawaaaap!!!

thanks ate susan for the food and company.

nothing much to say

Mama Hazi and I went to the hospita yesterday to vist nanay adelle's dad in PGH.. just look at this view. Mukhang ang linis ng maynila! I took this at the sixth floor with mama hazi... weeehaaa... there's nothing much to say...

Drama Queen

A friend of mine told me, "and drama drama mo naman..".. haha.. yep, maybe i am "madrama" in the cyberworld, but not in real life.. hrmmm... it depends actually.. depende pag may toyo. hahaha!

sleep...surf...tv...eat..sleep... basically, my life goes on and on like this.. haaaay...im getting tired of not doing so much... just friggin household chores..(not doing those either).. great life... ellllk.... help!

Be Lucky

this might be helpful. got this from inquirer job market dated jan. 23.

HOW TO CREATE YOUR LUCK AND KEEP IT, TOO! (in your career)

1. talk to strangers - you might just get some information from them
2. make small talks - dont brush off strangers, again you might get something from them
3. drop names - one step in making your own network (parang friendster)
4. eavesdrop and listen - be aware on what's happening around ya
5. ask for or offer help - build rapor
6. try to stray from your chosen path - learn more about anything
7. exit graciously without burning bridges - dont resign when you're not in good terms with your officemate (ahehehe!)
8. say yes when you want to say no - just do it!

** read on this and you'll have goodluck this year. :)

** i felt like a CSB student awhile ago. I just did some stuff for my brother because he's too busy plowing the snow in a far away land. i'd be claiming his trascript next week. oh well.. Jen, di tayo nag kita!

** honestly, hospitals are my LEAST 'favorite places'.. it just gives me the creeps to see the posters of cancer infected tounges, burned lungs, person with hepatitis (yellow eyes in posters).. geez! kudos to the health buff advocates! mehn, they do work! to the doctors and nurses, im proud of you guys... real heroes...

** mama hazi, thanks for the intelectual talk we had in the hospital this afternoon. i terribly needed that.. hehe... still have a lot of questions though... basta, wherever we are in the political spectrum, let's work for the betterment of the society... let's start with ourselves...

** nanay adelle, tell your dad to get well soon for me.. :)

kaigorotan

Bumangon Kaiogorotan
by Talahib

Dong dong ay Salidumay, salidumay dong dong ay
salidumay dong dong ay, dong dong ay salidumay

sa ating kasaysayan
Mya dayong gumamit ng lakas
Winasak ang katutubong kamalayan

Ang pangat ng isang ili, dinilig ang dugo sa lupa
Sumibol ang budong, magbubunga ng kapayapaan

Bumangoin ka kaigorotan
Pagyamanin ang payao ng buhay
Hanggang sa madama, ang biyaya ni kabunian

BUmangon ka kaigorotan lumaban ka, lumaban ka
Patakan mo nag sariwang dugo
Ang banal na lupa ni kabunian

Ang laban ng kaigorotan ay laban ng buong bayan
Patakan ng sariwang dugo
Ang banal na lupa ni kabunian
Lumaban ka kaigorotan

** astig tong kantang to!!! mabuhay ang TALAHIB! mabuhay ang AKLAS SINING! WEEEEHHHH!

bukbuk

** kawawa naman ang mga bukbuk na naninirahan sa bigas.. tatlong beses sa isang araw nagkaka-tsunami sa buhay nila. bawat pag hugas mo ng bigas, bawat saing, maraming nasasawi...

** kausap ko nanaman ang kapatid kong nasa malayung lugar. kawawa naman sha kasi madalas daw shang walang kausap at nagpapala ng snow. ni wala daw mga kapitbahay pwede nyang kachismisan.. oh well... "the land of milk and honey" nga naman.. marami ka nga pera, asan naman ang kaligayahan mo? err...pero pag pera ang kaligayahan mo, swak ka don... hrmmm... pero ok din don, kung magaling ka magtiis. magtrabaho ka muna doon at magpayaman, tapos bumalik ka dito at dito mo gastusin lahat. praktikal din naman ako kahit papano..hihi!

** nagugutom na ako!!!!

paalam

** madami na sana akong isusulat dito sa entry na to, yung nga lang nakalimutan ko na kasi dami dami gusto makipagchat saakin. hanubayan..para kay jen, salamat sa pagdala dito sa aking munting sanctuaryo... weeeh!!!!
** naks. kahit magdamag ako ditong nagiinternet ok na kasi unlimited na itow! ohyeah mehn!!! come one come all!!! maadik nanaman ako tulad ng dati!!!! yikes!!! that means, PURO EYEBAGS nanaman!!!! waaaah!!!!

** nalulungkot ako kasi pumanaw na ang aking munting muning na umiiling bago kitilan ng buhay... wawa... di ko man lang napaghukay ng matinong libingan... :( sa susunod magmimistulang sementeryo ang likod bahay namin ng mga pusa.. may bagong angkan na kasi e..

maligayang paglalayag, Stuart...

** wala akong picture ngayun kasi wala naman happening. badtweep!

** hi mga tao! isend nyo saakin ang mga blog nyo para naman mabasa ko...

** yun lang... hindi ako mapagisip ngayun..

** may sekreto ko....ahehehe... sekreto di ko sasabihin!!! weeeeeh!!!!

babaylan

Babaylan
by Talahib

Nagbabangon ang mga babaylan
Sa mga bukud at pagawaan
Kinikitil ang sumpa ng nakaraan
Nagbabangonm ang mga babaylan

Libong Ulit na kayong pinatay
Kaytagal nyo na ringnahimlay sa hukay
Ngunit sa pakikidigma ng bayan
Muling nagbabangon ang mga babaylan

Libong ulit ng lakas ng tinig
Nagpupumiglas ang itinaling bisig
At sa bawat babaeng nais lumaya
Nagbabangong ang mga babaylan

** isa sa pinakapaborito kong kanta ng talahib. sooooobrang asteeg talaga nila abot langit!!! sobrang naiingit ako dahil gusto ko sumali sa tugtugan.. pero masarap din palang maging audience.. at masarap din mag document.. nagppichur kanina sa kanila.

** isang forum ang naganap sa terminal ng jeep sa alabang kanina kung saan pinagusapan ang mga naganap sa Hacienda Luisita.. pagkatapos ko marinig at mapanood ang handog ng Aklas Sining (mga tugtugan at video), nagulinta ako sa maraming bagay.. bakit ganun? bakit kailangang may masaktan o mamatay sa hindi pagkakaunawaan o sa lamangan?.. bakit ba maraming tao ang hindi nabibigyan ng hustisya? bakit ba ang gobyerno, hindi nila magawan ng paraan mabigyan ang mga tao ng sapat? kung meron man silang ginagawa, bakit nangyayari parin ang mga aklasan, ang gera... ? ito ba ay dahil mangmang ang masa at hindi nila maiintindihan and dahilan kung bakit kailangang magsipsip pa ke "big brother"? O maaaring nakaligtaan ng mga capitalista na marami paring pilipino ang nagiisip...? hrmmmm... maraming katanungan ang umiikot sa utak ko... marami ang hindi ko masasagot.. pero ang saakin lang, sana hindi nalang humantong sa mapait na trahedya ang mga mga nasawi sa hacienda.. mabigyan sana sila ng hustisya.. nakakalungkot.. sana matigil na ang korapsyon, ang tunay na cancer ng bansa.... mga kurap ibaun sa lupa!

** P9.50/ day ang sweldo ng mga manggagawa sa HL!!! Lintik.. mabubuhay ba sila nyan?

** artist of da month
Loi - Best supporting vocalist
Domeneng - Best Multipurpose Percussionist



** sobrang idol talaga itong dalawang ito! asteeg!

** wala lang... bigla akong may natuklasan... aktwali noon ko pa naiisip ito... pero tatatakot ako... yikes!

**++ hug ko ikaw ==*

ahem

napapaitan parin ako...
ayoko makalasa ng ganito..
di ko mawari kung anong uri ng lason ito...

malalim ang pagtagos...
naghihikahos sa paghinga...
tumitirik na ang mga mata...
mga labi'y mala-asul na...

wala ng araw na masilayan...
ang dagat hindi na mahagkan...
ang hagaspas ng hangin, tumutusok sa balat...
mahapding isipin ang ngayun at nakaraan...

kahit matagal ng wala...

*** hehehe ***

ahuhuhu

ert has gone to indonesia!!!! waaaah!!! gonna miss her for 2 months... oh well.. gonna miss this look...



i tried to disturb myself a bit because im getting berserk in this lonely world. for several days now, i have been in solitude... the buzzing of silence irritates me like the annoying voices of annoying people.. until today. i went to makti to have my second session of the career enhancement program. last week, i had a one-on-one session with the famous Ms. Coara Doloroso.. you won't believe this but she actually taught me how to walk like a model... petchai...model... petchai... model??? will that be a pretty sight? ahemmm... maybe? ahehehe... hey! i had one experience in modeling! the nuns of assumption college took photos of me for the advertisement to encourge deserving little women to enter into 'nunhood'... funny.. in the ad, i was wearing a shirt that said, 'free all political prisoners'... ahehehe... (guys, remember this???) bwehehehehe...

for the past few mundane weeks, i've been trying, in my fullest efforts, to perfect the Minuet 3 in my violin... i was also able to get the notes of 'lets groove" by earth wind and fire in bass.. ironic, cuz i have not really touched my most priceless posessions, my precious baby djembes... it would bring memories of the past. oh well.. though i'm out of the BP picture or aklas sining, my 2 small djembes are currently touring with them.. (thanks to melay.. inampon ko na yung isa nyang baby.. actually, i am the original caretaker of the eldest one.. but i think mygz has it. my caretaker now is domeng (for the 2 djembes))..... MISS KO NA MAGTAMBOL!!! LINTEK!!! I just want someone to jam with me... hrmmmph...

about the job offers.. i had my preliminary interview in Guess Phils last week.. someone was trying to call me awhile ago but i missed the call. yike! it must be them, calling me for the second grilling session!!! have to call them tom!!! waaah!!! i wanna be involved in events organizing... that's the vision i am having.. probably, i'll look for a workshop relating to it after the career program im taking.. hehe... :)

faith, joan, sir jun and i met in Mcdonald's glorietta.. kamustahan ba.. poor sir jun.. he has a sprain on his left foot.. tsk...tsk...(btw, sir jun... thank you for the blueberry cheese cake.. loved it)..



miss those guys! faith and i again had our usual window shopping trips. i tried a purple micro mini and several other garments in teranova shop. faith tried on some clothes in people are people.. haaay!!! i would really love to have those pair of light brown boots i saw in SM... matulis yun, as in nakakapatay... it would look good on corporate costumes...

i miss my barbaric lifestyle...ahehe.. (this is just how i call it, ok??).. i miss the mountains... the river... the moon... the crickets... marias... the sound of djembes... the gigs.. my wierd clothes... ok... sentimental!!! sentimental!!! waaah!!! here goes again... i miss talking to someone... basta.. i dont wanna die unhappy.. so help me God...

the PC and I

futch!!! i've been here in front of the computer since 3:00pm! now it's 6:11! I was able to speak

with lolo japs awhile ago.. he said he'd be online again...

haaaaayyy... what can i do to make myself productive???? kanina, i was reading blogs of different

human beings... kakatuwa kasi at least something's hapenning with thier lives... like this

person... her name is chika.. she makes bracelets and stuff for her to sell then give the income

to the charity.. isn't that wonderful?

meee? i'll start with my boogy infested room... yikes... i'll go ahead.... see youz!

tahtah!

Limbo

shox! m in limbow!

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very High
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Moderate
Level 7 (Violent)	Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

sleepy heads

ert, maton,mygz and i happy together

Rest in peace

rest in peace my beloved buliggit...

Labandera

hey check out our laundry basket... nyahahaha! wala nang nakalagay don dahil naglaba na ako.. i started from 1 to 6:30pm washing clothes with with our defective washing machines..parang orchestra..bwehehehe .. sooo... this is what it's like when you're a bum.. you get to do household chores.. oh well..
posted Monday, 3 January 2005

Tsunami

haha! new year, new blog! i have been changing this for the nth time...di ko kasi babubuksan kay binubura nila sa listahan yung blogs ko.. anyway... this is a very different year for my sister and me.. .VERY different... (see list below of changes as per 2005..hehe)
1. home alone..parents are in the states...

2. new up coming job...currently, im a professional bum

3. lilow in the music scene... well, i've been out for a month or so... hopefully i'd come back to play my babies again..

4. probably, new fantasies... id be dreaming on some1 new this year ..xx fingers xx!!! hahahaha

cant think clearly right now... m hungry... nyak nyak

tsunami... butterfly effect... sheesh